I wish I loved her

38. The truth (Sleep over 2)

"I'm sorry, My Moon. Yes." She said and ducked her head. Liezel, Irish were shocked. "Let's go for another one." I said to them, a bit angry. I spun it and made it stop to me. I spun it again and made it stop to Liezel. "Liezel, truth or dare." I said to her. "Dare." She said. "I dare you to answer the following question: Did you tell Sophia that Kristine has a crush on me? Why?" I asked him, anger filled my eyes. "I told her. She said she was gonna do something to us." She explained. "Then all that she said was true." I said to Kristine. "Guys, will you please leave us for a moment?" Kristine pleaded and they all left. "Why didn't you tell me?" I asked her, tears filled her eyes. "I was about to when we were at the park but I'm scared that you'll forget about our friendship." She said to me. A tear fell from her eyes. "Stupid friendship." I muttered to myself and took off my bracelet and necklace. "No!" She screamed and stopped me. "Why? Give me a reason why I shouldn't throw this filthy thing." She was hurt. "To remember our friendship, our vow." She said to me. "Screw that." I threw it and I saw that it was stuck in the tree from our front backyard. "Did you think I have something for you?" I asked her, remembering our kisses. "Yes." She simply said. "Is that why you're stopping me from having a crush on Sophia?" I asked her. "Mostly yes." She said, still not looking at me. "So, you just want to make me all to yourself?" I asked her. "Somehow yes. I want you, Tyler. Ever since we were kids. At first, I knew I don't have any chance with you. But when you started holding my hand, kissing my cheek, kissing my lips, I thought I had a chance. But now I know I really don't have a chance. I'm sorry, Tyler. I love you." She explained, finally looked into my eyes. "At first, I also had a crush on you. But I thought to myself, 'she'll think I'm a creep, we're best friends but she might think that I'm flirting with her.' But it was you who's the creep, you're the one who's flirting with me." I said to her and her face was wet with tears. She cupped her hands to her face. "I'm sorry, Tyler. I'm sorry, I love you." She said to me. I went to the attic and found them asleep. I could still hear her cries and sobs. I forced myself to sleep, wishing to wake up from this dream, wishing to make this all fade away. Then I fell asleep.