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My history

I was laying in my bed, trying to get some sleep but flashbacks of the event earlier made me curious

The fangirls said that Suga never talks to people he never knew? So why did he talk to me? Is this some kind of a prank? To make me believe that I have a friend? What if the fangirls already knew that Suga will come to the rooftop?
I'll be soo dead tomorrow
 
And why doesn't he know me? I'm pretty sure that everyone in school knows me for getting bullied. Maybe Suga doesn't care? He always wear headphones and he's never with him when he bullies me,  they say that he always hangs out in their own dance room and never leaves until it's time to go home, he's like an antisocial person but still very close to the members

By the way, lemme introduce myself, Im Lu Jaemin from Busan, my mom is Korean and my dad is american. Im now 16 and turning 17 in a few months, one and only child of the late Mr. & Mrs. Lu, they died on a car crash while I was 10.
After the accident my aunt told me I had amnesia and been in a coma for 2 and a half months. She told me stories about my parents, how they met, their lives before they got married, and how much they love me. She also told me about my birthday, age and other information

After their funeral my aunt took me in, she was also nice but my problem is her husband, he smokes and drinks everyday, when my aunt is not around he makes me do his job and yells hurtful words at me everytime and he threatened me not to tell her or he will beat me up

There was this one time when he told me to buy beer and cigarettes in the near by convenience store but I told him I can't because Im underage, he pushed me and shouts words of how ungrateful I am and disrespectful, he raised his hand attempting to slap me and I closed my eyes waiting for the huge pain I will be given but none came. I slowly opened my eyes and saw his eyes widen in shock as he looked pass me, I looked behind and saw my aunt burning in anger as she just witness the horror. my aunt kicked out his husband and he never came back which was a good thing for me, for the first few months aunt cried alot when she remembers him but moved on and found a better man, he was much  better than the first one and he also treats me like im his daughter, the both of them really treated me like Im their own child while I treated them as my real parents, when I turned 13 I was transferred to Seoul to continue my studies and that's when the bullying began. I never told my parents about that matter and they never suspected anything.

Oh! Did I mentioned that this school is full of kpop idols? The people you see everyday on tv, billboards, magazines, on the internet and on the radio. And did I mentioned that most of them aren't nice? No? Well yeah. It's the truth, the idols you see on tv that are soo nice, sweet, happy viruses, thoughtful and caring are not the same in school. It's one of the place where they show their true personality. Some are a bully and some don't give a single bit of shit about you. They only care about their selves and their career. There is also a school rule if you report about the happenings in school to the police or even the media you're whole life will get ruined, the school will kick you out and no other schools will accept you, even looking for a part time job you won't get hired, that's how powerful Reign Academy is and I only found out about this rule two days after my first day! What a joke right?!

I got into Reign Academy when I applied for their scholarship which was super easy to me, not to brag but Im super very smart when it comes to studies, and talent? I have some but I don't show it to everyone which wasn't easy to hide, they also called me talentless and I badly whant to slap in their faces of my talents but being the stupid me I just kept quiet and accept their judgment.

I'm already in 10th grade and can't wait to get the he'll out of this place. I wanted to transfer but school year is almost over and I don't want to bother my parents. I always dreamed of going to the States and be a famous chef and own a restaurant, then I'll be so rich I'll repay my 2nd parents for everything that they have given me

When I was first bullied I told the teachers first about it but they didn't even care! Awesome right? The next person I told about my problem was the school principal, she was really nice but that didn't stopped them she only sympathies me.

Everyday I would always visit the clinic because everyday I get new bruises, the nurse is very caring, she always listens to my problems and did everything she could to make me happy.