I punched Natalie and ran. She fell on the floor and i ran all the way back to ryanshouse crying.
I banged on the door. He answered it. I hugged him and cried. I just cried so hard.
"Whats wrong," he said.
He sat me down the sofa and gave me a tissue. I wiped my eyes. "I saw Natalie, she said the baby my mum lost was her dads."
Ryan looked so shocked and hugged me.
"What kind of man does that, hes fucked me, sorcha, his girlfriend and now my own mum," i cried so hard.
Ryan kissed my forehead and said, "Listen it's cool, just call your mum to ask."
"No," i said, " i dont wanna speak to her again, I just wanna be with you."
We lipsed. My phone rang. it was Marlon. I kissed my teeth and put the phone off. "Ill give you a new phone."
He took my phone and went up to his room and came back with the new Blackberry foursquare. He gave it to me. "How much is it monthly," i asked.
"Dont watch that, ill pay."
I kissed him.
I grabbed him by waist and held my head to his dick.
"I fuckin love you Deena."
I stood up and kissed his lips. "How many times did me and u used to fuck a day," he asked.
I giggled.
"Am i the best fuck you ever had," he asked.
"Yeah," i said. I was lying, it was Adam, it was him because Adam was rough but gentle and when he fucked me i knew he really cared cos after we would talk and crack jokes with the other ones, it was just a wock and that was it. I Didnt love Ryan, i never loved smurkz, adam was the only one.
I kissed Ryan's tatoo on his neck and he squeezed my ass.
"Let's go shopping," he said, "We'll go Westfields."
"Ok."
He got ready and i fixed my make up and we left the yard, got in his car and drove to West.
I swear down, we must have been the sexiest couple a them heads in west had ever seen cos they couldnt stop clockin as we walked into Hollisters.
I saw Ryan clocking the mixraced ting on the till and ignored it. "Pick out anything you want," he said.
I picked out bare jeans and a few hoodies and some sexy white guy came to talk to me.
"You need any help," he asked.
"Erm no i'm fine thanks,".
He smiled at me and left, i would so let him it.
I looked over at Ryan and saw him crackin joke with the mix race ting.
I walked over the till and put the clothes down.
Ryan kissed my cheek, "this is my girl Deena," he said to the mixrace bre.
"U alright," the guy said. He looked bare like Master shortie.
He scanned the items.
"That'll be £236.79 please." he said.
Ryan took out a stack of bills and paid the guy in cash. The guy took the money as his collegue bagged the clothes.
Ryan took all the bags.
"Babes i can carry some," i said.
"Forget it,"he laughed, "you need your hands free for more shit."
As we walked out of Hollisters some girl gave me dirty look and licked her lips at Ryan.
We bought bare other shit and then he went food shopping at M&s, then we went into the car park, got in his whip and went back home.
When we got back, we put the bags in the front room and then Ryan said, "I have to go see some guy," he said, "ill be back in an hour."
"Dont go," i said, "stay with me."
He kissed my lips and said "Do you want me to make dinner when i get back, or do you wanna make it."
"I cant cook," i said.
He shook his head, "a wifey who can't cook, what's next- Sadie Ama a virgin?".
I didnt wanna laugh cos i thought Sadie was a heavy singer but i buss out laughin.
I kissed him and then he left.
I took out all my new clothes and folded them onto me and ryans bed.
Then there was a knock at the door.
I ran down and answered it.
"Deena!".
"What the fuck do you want."
Sorcha walked in to the house, she was wearin this http://www.asos.com/Asos/Asos-Sequin-Sunset-Vest-Dress/Prod/pgeproduct.aspx?iid=1021340&cid=10572&sh=0&pge=0&pgesize=20&sort=-1&clr=Print
And these shoes http://www.asos.com/1971-Reiss/1971-Reiss-Marina-Nubuck-Peeptoe-With-Cut-Out-Cuff/Prod/pgeproduct.aspx?iid=968369&cid=6461&sh=0&pge=0&pgesize=20&sort=-1&clr=Champagne
She always looked on point.
"Deena, you live here now?", she asked.
"Sorcha, does Ryan know you're meant to be here,".
She kissed her teeth, "its you i came to see innit."
She had taken out her blue contacts and her hair was so boom, she had dyed it blonde and it was bare long and frizzy.
"I need your help," she said.
"I beg you fuck off," i said, "why are you still even breathing"
"Ryan owes some man some money and they're coming afterhim," she said.
I looked at her.
"What do you mean, how is he broke,he just spent bare P in westfields just now."
"He owes money for some scam they did, he took too much it and now some East man are after him, thats why he left East to come live in south, he owes bare p."
"How much," i asked.
"3 grand."
"What the fuck," i said. I was feeling so sick, what the fuck was going on.
"Deena, i need your help."
"Why dont you tell Ryan, dont involve me in your shit, you think im gonna give u 3grand to pay these man when next ting i know ur chattin shit and u keep the money for yourself."
"I havent told Ryan cos the guys said there's an alternative."
"Sorcha, why the fuck are you getting involved in my mans shit, if he owes money just fuck off and tell him, let him deal with it."
"Im gettin involved because they wanna kill him, he took their money and said he'd payit back but then left endz but they said there's an alternative that Ryan doesnt need to know about."
"What the fuck is it Sorcha, what the fuck is this alternative."
"We set up this chick for them to..."
"What."
She looked at me and said"They want me to set you for them to rape you and then they wont kill Ryan."
