Blue eyes (A Jacksepticeye x Reader fanfic)

Jack's New Video

(TRIGGER WARNING!!! This story contains graphic content that may be a trigger warning to some readers! Contains cutting, talks of suicide, depression, anxiety, abuse. Please read responsibly. I am probably going to try and have a love song for ever chapter if I can.)

Gahhhh I screamed! I was pissed how the hell could he say that to me... And my mother just stood there, doing nothing. I felt the bruise forming on my side after he hit me. I could feel the blood rushing through me. I couldn't stop the sudden tears. I could feel my depression rising, my breath was getting even more shallow as I crossed slowly to my dresser and grabbed a razor from the bottom of my drawer... Maybe, maybe I would do it this time. Slice vertically instead of horizontally. I could only imagine the look on my mothers face if she found me laying in a pool of my own blood on her new carpet. I took the towel out of my closet and laid it on the floor. I sliced into my wrist, releasing the pain... It made the unbearable pain from my side start to go away, adding on to the countless others littering my arm. Another day of long sleeve shirts so no one could see my scars, just giving them a reason to make fun of me more. The only reasons I haven't completely thrown myself off the edge, my sweet darling baby sister, and a hand full of Youtubers telling me to keep fighting. Getting a notification on my phone. I looked down to see YouTube and a thumbnail of Jacksepticeye... He was my favorite youtuber, followed very closely by Markiplier.

I needed a distraction as I clicked on the video. It started out with his adorable into. "WAPISH!" I quickly paused the video, knowing that if I was to loud I would get another bruise... No thanks to my mother. I quickly plugged in my headphones keeping on ear open just in case my mothers boyfriend, Stephen called my name.

"Top of the mornin to ya LADDIES! My name is Jacksepticeye and welcome back... To vlogging." He says as he starts to laugh, I can already feel the smile on my face. "This is going to be short and sweet... But," he said throwing his hands in a surrender type fashion. "I have a little contest for all you all down there in America!" This peeked my interest, "I am coming down this summer to hang out with my buddy Mark," I love the way he says that. "And, I want to give you guys the chance to meet me. I will pay for one lucky person to come down to LA and stay with Mark and I for a whole month. We will play video games and hang out and all that fun stuff." No way! "Anyway, detailing, detailing is key... SPEED IS KEY!" He yelled into the camera and began to laugh again. "I want you guys to send me a piece of fan art and a story, and god please no fanfiction about me, Mark, pewds, none of that please." He said with a serious smile. "I personally don't want to read it, but send me a story out your name on it. Mark and I are going to pick the winners! Deadline is one month guys... Get cracking." Send it to the address below, no before you ask it is not mine or markipliers address so yeah... Keep it clean people... No lemon... Is that what it's called lemon." He asked and turned around to scream at no on. "HEY MA! MA! IS IT LEMON!!!! DO I KNOW THINGS!!!!" He screamed, I couldn't help but hold in a laugh. Jack laughed and turned back at the camera. "Well thank you guys so much for watching this, if you liked it PUNCH that like button in the face... LIKE A BOSS, and. High fives all around, WAPISH! WAPISH. Thank you guys and I will see all you dudes IN THE NEXT VIDEO!!!" He screamed in his high pitched voice... How the hell can he handle screaming like that.

Suddenly, I heard my baby sister start to cry, and my name being ripped from Stephen's throat. "JENNA!!!" I groaned as I stashed my blade and walked out of my room and into the living room where Stephen was waiting and my mother was just sitting on the couch. Where was the baby? "If the baby starts crying, I want you in hear to take care of her, you can't expect your mom or I to take care of everything... The least you could do was help us out!" He said grabbing a hold of my arm and shoving me to the ground. I was just happy we had carpet flooring, but I landed on my wrist. A let out a light gasp of pain. "What the hell are you crying about now!" He yelled.