What Now?

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Mark's POV

Wait, wait, wait. What the hell just happened? I just stood there dumb founded as Jack ran over to Jenna and hugged her. What the hell was I suppose to do? I mean... i did just kiss her... did it not mean anything at all to her? I felt my heart break even more every second that Jack hugged her. He then looked at his camera excitedly screaming. "She said Yes!" Then he was off to edit and post the video I presume. I looked at Jenna with wide eyes. She looked at me and the smile faded from her face. "Mark, please I-" I didn't want to hear what she had to say. Without emotion I left the room. I walked upstairs into my room. I felt my heart beat harder and harder and tears stinging my brown eyes.

I closed the door slowly and locked it. I just want to be left alone right now. I sat down on my bed and ran a hand through my black and red hair. I heard something lightly tap my door. "Mark?" I heard Jenna say from the other side.

I looked down at the ground and sighed. "Yes?" I asked. I didn't want to talk to her, I didn't want to talk to anyone but I wasn't going to be mean.

I heard her slide down the door and sit down in the hallway. "Mark, please let me explain."

I groaned. "Explain what?" I asked as I looked up toward the door. Still planted in my spot. I don't understand what happened?

"Mark...please open the door." She said in a mousy voice. I heard a slight squeal from Emily outside the door which brought a slight smile to my face. In a few seconds I was up and heading for the door.

Jenna's POV

I can't believe what happened! Jackhad asked me out but literally seconds before hand Mark and I were kissing! Oh I am a terrible person. I heard the door knob jiggle as the wooden door opened. The look on Mark's face crushed me. He only looked at me that once and then turned away and sat on his bed. I shuffled awkwardly into his room. "Mark please I-"

"Why did you do it?" Mark cut me off, still not looking at me.

I didn't have an answer. "Mark, i like you I really do-"

"Then why did you do it!" He slightly yelled not wanting to let anyone in the house know that we were fighting.

"Mark, I love Jack... but I love you too." I said figiting with my hair and setting EMily down on the ground.

He slightly huffed. "That's not any better." Mark said finally letting his brown eyes fall on me.

I frustratedly stood up. "God I know! I don't understand anything right now! I just don't know what you want from me." I said as tears started to burn my eyes.

Mark stood up angrily. "I want you to tell me the truth." I could hear the hurt in his voice. "It's either me or him, Jenna."

I felt the tear start falling down my cheek. "I-i can't." I said trying not to sob.

Before I knew it Mark smashed his lips to mine again.

What am I gonna do?

(Hey guys Internet is down once again gahhhhh!!!!!) I am trying to do this as much as I can. Hopefully it comes back on Monday but I don't know I will try and steal McDonalds wifi until then sorry guys but there will probably be a bunch of chapters when I get it back :). Yes I realize this chapter is short but i just didn't know what to do with it. Oh well )


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