Blue eyes (A Jacksepticeye x Reader fanfic)

Celebrations and Court Dates

Our hands tight around each other closing our eyes as we waited for Alicia's verdict. "Fabion, I love working with you, you take direction so well, and Jennah, we've been through so much, you're a piece of my heart and I think you have amazing potential. So, after much consideration... the winner of this battle is... Jenna." She said.

The crowd screamed and cheered. I could almost feel Fabion's heart drop in the way his hand loosened. I wrapped my arms around him in a big hug. "You were so great." I told him.

He sniffled with a big smile. "You deserve it." He said as we pulled away. Suddenly a golden ray lit up the stage.

Everyone cheered as 'STEAL' Moved across the screen. Fabion and I both jumped in excitement as Adam stood up and cheered. "If you think i'm letting a singer like him walk away, Alicia you're crazy."

That night, Jack, Mark, and I all went out to dinner with Tyler and Ethan. So much weight was lifted of my shoulders but I couldn't help but chew my nails in anxiety. We were expecting a call from my lawyer about a custody court date for Emily. We went to a semi fancy restaurant called Olive Garden. Drinks all around as I was congratulated. Of course a couple people wanted pictures with Jack and Mark, some with Jack and I. The world was okay, for now. As long as my baby sister was safe, though the very thought filled my head with doubt. I've tried to call my mother hundreds of times but she wont answer. Every time I call my friend Linda she would tell me the same thing. "I'll testify for you but they won't let me anywhere near the house." She sighed.

Shaking my head I tried to have fun, after all, I had just won my voice battle. This should be a great celebration, but waiting on this call just made me sick to my stomach. I haven't been able to let go of my phone all night since I left the stage. Every notification makes my stomach drop.

I made it through dinner, the drive home and now I'm laying on the floor. Jack trying to hide the smirk on his face. "What if they don't call?" I question. My arm over my eyes as I'm sprawled out on the carpet of the living room.

"They will." He answered

Igroan sitting up. "What if they don't, what if they couldn't get a date, what if they already decided, what if they hurt Emily and she was taken away from them and I never see her again? What I-"

Jack cut me off grabbing my hands and siting across from me. "Jenna, Janna calm down. Emily is fine. The lawyer will call any minute okay. You just need to compose yourself. Positive thinking... Deep breath." I sighed but took a deep breath closing my eyes.

I couldn't shake the feeling, the knots in my chest just turned tighter and tighter. I felt like I couldn't breath. I gripped Jack's shirt tightly. it was the only thing grounding me as his arms wrapped tightly around me. He sucked in a deep breath and placed a soft kiss to my head. "It's okay. I'm here." He answered. "Just let it out." He said softly just rocking with me. 

The panic attack lasted nearly a half hour before I felt okay enough to let go, another 10 minutes until I was ready for him to let me go. "Thank you." I said lightly with my head still resting in his chest. 

He smiled lightly and nodded. "no need to thank you." he answered.

I did get the call, they set up a court date for me to fight against my mother and my step father to fight for my little sister. How messed up is that. I shouldn't have to worry about court dates, neither should Emily. Oh Emily. my poor bunny. I can't believe all this is happening. 

That day Jack was by my side. His hair back to its original dark color, he was even in a nice suit for the occasion. My lawyer sitting on the other side of me. I felt every stare as my mother and Stephen glared from across the court room. My heart pounded in my chest. I felt like I couldn't breath again and jack grabbed my hand. "Its okay." He whispered to me as the officer up front walked forward.

"All rise for the honorable judge Rouyge presiding." He said and we all stood up. My eyes glanced around for Emily but she must be with a child protective services worker, I wasn't sure how to feel about that but every bit of blood drained from my face when the lawyer walked up to the stand. This is it.

((Yes, I am alive. hopefully I will be updating much more now that I am way more stable. I have a new computer so this will be fun whoo hoo!))