It Was Just A Kiss

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Jack's POV

Ryan... I hate you. I thought. "What? I can't I hardly know her." I said nervously. I mean it wasn't that I didn't want to kiss Jenna but I met her only a few hours ago... Ryan... I hate you.

Mark laughed. "Oh come on it's just a kiss." He said with a slight nudge.

I glanced over to Jenna, she was red as a tomato but the blush on her face made her look absolutely adorable. 

I took a deep breath and turned toward Jenna... I don't know if I can do this... this is going to be impossible. "Jenna, you don't have to if you don't want to." I said nervosly.


Jenna's POV

I am dead now, holy hell. Ryan, you just dared Sean McLoughlin to kiss me, ME. "No, its okay... i don't mind." I said. WHO WOULD!

Jack smiled, and blush lit up his face awwwww, thats so cute. Oh god.. what if I'm not a good kisser what if i'm- my thoughts were cut off when I felt his hand caress my face as he akwardly shuffled toward me. "WAIT!" Matt yelled. We both turned to him suprised. 

"Aww come on, it was almost the good part." Mark whinned with sarcasam. I held in my laugh


Matt stood up. "okay, hear me out, because this could quite possibly be OTP." He said excitedly. I started to laugh oh my god. He turned at looked at me. "Jenna, have you ever had been kissed, like really KISSED?" He asked.

I was kind of taken aback by his question.. "I mean, I have been kissed but small little middle school pecks that don't mean anything." I said looking around the room, i probably sound like a complete dork to these guys. 

Mark and Matt shook their heads, Ryan just looked confused. "What does this have to do with my dare matt?" He asked. Thats a good question.

Mark responded this time. "Ryan, this is her FIRST KISS." Well when you say it like that.

"Trust me on this." Matt continued. He grabbed my hand and dragged me upstairs. Should I feel terrifyied, I feel terrified. I winced as he grabbed a hold of one of my bruises and sore cut from yesterday. "Sorry," He said loosining his grip on me.

He dragged me into the bathroom, i guess i never realized he had my makeup bag as he asked me to sit on the toilet as he started to do my makeup, "Matt, I am confused, why are you doing this?" I asked. There was really no reason for it.

He slightly chuckled. "If there is one thing my older sister had taught me is, the first kiss is always going to be the most special, ithas to mean something." He said putting a nice shade of light peach and pink eye shadow on me. "I am not just going to let you waste it on some stupid dare." He said. He finished my make up but told me I wasn't alowed to look as he looked at me up and down. "Do you have a short sleeve shirt or tank top, that would look really cute with those jeans." 

My eyes grew wide. "Ummm, i do its just... I don't like the way my arms look, the bug me so I always wear long sleeves. 

"Oh come on." He said grabbing a hold of my wrist. I winced in pain again... "They can't be that..." He stopped after pulling up my sleeve revealing the bruise and my cuts... i guess i never realized how much of a bruise there was. "I'm sorry... i guess I never realized, Where did the bruise come from."

I was thankful he didn't bring up my scars, I let my arm drop. "I accidentally hit it on the counter before I left my house." I lied. Stephan had almost broken my wrist when I got that bruise.

Matt looked at me with saddness in his eyes, then changed instantly to happy againi. "Well then, I guess we are done... take a look at you." 

I took a deep breath as I looked into the mirror, I barely recognized the person staring back at me. Holy hell, she was beautiful. "Matt how did you?" I asked careful not to mess it up.

He crossed his arms and smiled. "Like I said, my older sister taught me a lot." He laughed as he went down stairs. I followed close behind. "alright... lets continue shall we?" He said as he enntered the room. I took a deep breath before I walked in.


Jack's POV

We had just been talking down stairs when Matt came in, I reached oover and took a sip of my beer when I saw her. Holy shi- Gahh! Wrong tube oh god! Gah! I started coughing and everyone startedd to laugh. Holy shit. She looked absolutely gorgeous. And I- looked like a complete and utter dipshit. 

I quickly swallowed, trying to regain normal breathing. Which was impossible because Jenna completely took my breath away. I was shaking. Then Ryan passed a look between both of us. "Okay, your googly eyes can wait.. You still have a dare to complete my good man." Ryan said pattinng me on the shoulder.

I took a deep breath as I walked over to her. Its just a kiss, its just a kiss, its just a kiss. I repeated in my head.


Jenna's POV

I took a deep breath as he came closer to me, its a good thing that Matt put blush on me otherwise i would be blushing hard core. My goodness, I am sweating harder then a sinner in church. I felt his soft hand caress my face as if I was the most important thing in the world. He took a deep breath and leaned in, i guess I am suppose to meet him half way. I leaned in and he gently brushed his lips against mine, then in a second, he kissed me forcefully but passionatly. I kissed him back. I felt the fireworks, I felt the entire world stop and the only thing that mattered was him and I, right at this moment, My mother melteed away, depression and anxiety melted away, Stephen melted away.

I felt myself start to melt at his touch. Is this was your first kiss was suppose to feel like? Or am I juust lucky?


Jack's POV

I don't know what I expected. I was only going to gently kiss her, lightly so I could get the dare over wit. I can't imagine how awkward this is for her. I gently caressed her face and leaned forward, she brought her lips to meet mine and I gently brushed mine against hers. I couldn't help it. I felt my lips crash into hers, My eyes fluttered shut. I wrapped my arms arond her waist as she through her arms aroung my neck. I could feel the fireworks, the blasts of explosions! I have never kissed anyone like this. 

The world froxe in place, we were alone all by our selves we were the oonly oones that mattered. I only hoped she felt the same way I did at this moment. 

We were dragged to reality by Mark clearing his throat. I instantly pulled away, my arms still around her waist. I slight coughed as I removed my arms and she took an awkward step back... "I'm glad you two are done face battling..." Mark said with a slight chuckle. 

Jenna slightly giggled. Her laugh was so cute... but it was only a kiss... right.

"Yeah, lets get back to the game." Ryan said with a smile. Ryan... I know what I thought before but... your awesome.

Suddenly, I heard Emily start to cry from upstairs. Jenna looked around terrified but then let out a sigh of relief. "I better go get her." She said standing and started walking up the stairs when Matt stood up and grabbed me from the back of my sweatshirt and startedd dragging me into the kitchen. 

"Jesus man, what your gonna kill me." I said with a slight chuckle. 

He looked at me seriously. "Jack, have you gotten a look at Jenna's arms since she has been here?" He asked as he crossed his arms. 

I blinked. "No why?"

He sighed. "I think she gets abused at home, not to mention her own personal scars." Matt answered.

I felt my heart sink. "How can you tell?" I asked quietly. I didn't want her to hear us. 

He looked to the floor. "She has a huge bruise on her arm and cuts everywhere."

I felt a twinge of pain, how could anyone hurt her, and I wonder what made her do it to herself. I closed my eyes tightly. I had to urge to find whatever it was and bitch slap it... hard core.

I took a deep breath and shook my head as I started heading up the stairs after her. I finally completely understood her story.


A/N: Sorry I haven't updated in a while guys I know this chapter is so late. I have been dealing with school and family, and graduation stuff but here it is. Don't forget to read my other stories if you like this one :) thanks! Almost 50 views YAY!!!

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