Promises (Beau Brooks/Janoskians fanfic)

Promises


 

When you were a kid and there's was always a huge family situation between the parents, and you know when you would have that little but a guilt your feeling,and one of your parents would always say in such a sympathy voice " it's not your fault" well I was blamed when i was 13,your lucky.. I would message my brother and say how everything was my fault and he would always mail back saying that isn't my fault,blah blah blah blah. But that would never help, i was blamed for a lot of things, including at school.  


 


 


 

My life was good at one point, ha that never lasted long. I lived with the point when something good happened to me,something bad would come in returned,kinda like a stab in the back,you'll never see it coming.  


 


 

It was like karma was punishing me when it should of been the other person. I really didn't choose this type of life style, it chooses me....sadly i wished every day since i was 13 that this would stop. That wish never came true. AT the time i was swearing,yelling,or 'lying' or disobeying the rules...there those were lies, i never did that, my parents were just to drunk to know what was the truth,they just assumed that i was doing those things....really i was being a good kid.  


 


 

Ok I'm not perfect really I'm not,I'll never will be. I'm mostly a ugly hag as people from my school say,but its mostly the nickname silent. Yep i was called silent from15 to now. I was stared at for being different, for looks or how I always had scars on my arms. They would judge me. Judging people is the worst thing to do to a person,but this day in age thats the new thing lots of people do. But it was always at me, i was the outcasts,but the other outcasts would judge me as well.  


 

I noticed when i had my time in that school.it only took one person to make the other person have a shitty day,change their attitude for the rest of the day. Most of the time it was me that was feeling that sense of sadness, Hurt ,loneliness. 


 

Even though i was a normal human being,but i was a human being that got hurt at their own home and at school. Anyone could at least do one thing to make fun of me...one thing. My long,messy straight brown hair. My boring hazel eyes,how I put make up on, how I have long legs. How I wear glasses somedays,how i don't listen to pop and only rap. Judge this,judge that. It got to the point of making rumors and got the point of teachers were scared or worried about me.  


 

There was a line with everyone, a line that i couldn't see,and i crossed that line. That bloody,INVISIBLE line always gets in my way, or ruins my life.  


 

My Name has no matter to anyone but its Mia but my full is Ameila Alley Jones. You'll probably forget it soon,but at least you'll know my story.