Promises (Beau Brooks/Janoskians fanfic)

Last Chapter 46

Mia's Pov:

We were at the airport and we got on the plane. Taking our seats and we were all together luckily, and quickly we all put headphones on listening to music and putting our seatbelts on, I adapted well, and looked out the window looking at the clouds.

I then, wonder what the boys and camilla were doing, if they had found out about us leaving. Right at this moment as I was listening a drop in the ocean on repeat, I noticed a text message from Beau, that's weird on my phone his picture was me kissing him........

Beau<3-

Mia, I know your on the plane to California, we went to your house this morning to apologize to you but you weren't there and joey told us where you were. I was completely shocked and I couldn't believe you would actually leave. That's when I really realized you were gone.

I writing this to tell you what I was to you, and how much you were to me.

We first set eyes on each other when you were in your bedroom for the first time, and I was playing footy with the boys. You left me speechless when I set eyes on you, you were and still are beautiful. Then I noticed you were in my classes and I felt like the happiest man in the world. I didn't care that you didn't talk, just the way you were, how strong you were to shut yourself up showed that you were an amazing person and strong. W

We had our up and downs in high school, but I always liked you and still do. I remember when we hanged out and we told about ourselves and you were so afraid to because you thought I would judge but you were really surprised that I didn't. We weren't dating at the time because I was with Maci or what we all like to call and you actually called her this first- A CRAYON FACE BITCH WITH A HIGH PITCH VOICE, now that I wrote that its actually really funny. You and maci never liked each other heck she made you stay away from me. When you told me what she was doing , I actually never believed you, and still today I don't why I never believed you. Everything changed when I caught Maci beating you up, the boys and I were trying to stop her, but maci had the jocks hold us back and made us watch. I remember her just calling you every name in the book, putting you down ,and when the bell rang everyone from all classes were watching, she then made you stand up and she showed your cuts to the WHOLE school, you were in pain and crying from what maci had said and done to you. Luckily Maci got suspended, you didn't text us after that and we, then decided to see you.

Now this is probably going to make you laugh......When we walk into your house, you didn't know it was actually the boys, Camilla and I . So you literally had a bat, and when I noticed you were I was about to say hi but then you hit me with the baseball bat. Who knew you were dangerous, I found out this made you talk like legit speaking words. You made me pass out for a second time because I didn't know you were talking and spooked me. But I finally woke up the third time, I finally talked to you I apologized for seeing you get hurt for half of the month of may. You forgave me and it was like everything was back to normal, and maci and I were over for 2 days at the time, and when you started talking...and I mean you were talking A LOT, who knew you could talk a lot. LOL. But, after dinner you took me upstairs to your room, and the only thing that caught my eye, it was your bracelet collection and that day you gave me your red and black leather bracelet, for a memory of you. I never took it off, and its actually still on MY WRIST AS WE SPEAK.

When we started dating it was around prom and I remember seeing you beautiful as always but in the beautiful red dress, and you literally made me speechless. We laughed as we took pictures with everyone, which will also be shown after you read this. You had this laugh that was contagious, you could always make me laugh no matter what you were laughing at. Your laugh always brought a smile on my face as well. When we went to prom the only thing that I will always remember is us slow dancing together to A drop in the ocean which is actually OUR SONG <3, and even when the song was over we were still dancing closely and you told me how much you loved me.

Then June came and that when our first actual HUGE, I MEAN HUGE FIGHT....AND sadly it started with puppy named Oliver, and you are taking him to California, joey told me that. Anyway, the fight started with you and joey about 'responsibility' and it got you so pissed off but that's when joey told me that you went to court and you never told me why and was afraid to tell me. But you did tell me and I was speechless. Mia, when you told it NEVER EVER changed the way I saw you as a person, I didn't care about your past, but it showed me that you can get through anything hard in life, and you are actually a good person and always will be.

Our last fight was the last one, and it happened before your accident.

I'm just going to tell you, I cheated on you. Its still pretty hard to repeat this memory, but I hurt you so much and I never thought I would ever hurt you this much. I was a jerk, and I'm an ASSHOLE, A HUGE ONE. When I knew what I did mia, I knew you would hate me, but I was praying that day that we would still be together. But sadly you ended it with me, then you had your accident.

I know you might not remember the conversation on the phone but you did say GOODBYE . That one word broke my heart so much mia, it really did. I'M IN LOVE WITH YOU, so much that you being further away is killing me, and you probably really hate me now as I tell you....But mia you mean everything to me, But I will always remember you, and wear the bracelet forever, listen to our song until death kills me. Because I know there will never be a girl as amazing then you. Everyday that you were in the coma I was there, I sat by you, I talked to you ,and I cried by you. I never left your side, because I done it before it ended horribly and I don't EVER want it to happen again. Then you didn't remember it was like My life had fell apart, and that's one of the reasons I passed out. That's why I didn't want you give up, and not try to remember us, because mia, you mean everything to me, and what I told is everything we have accomplished and HOW MY FEELINGS NEVER CHANGED TOWARDS YOU.

You changed my life in such a good way, and thank you so much for that. I want you to know that I will always love, you know I have told you this millions of times and another song that is ours, and I want you it to be a memory of us is A THOUSAND YEARS BY CHRISTINA PERRI, that whole song is how I feel for you and always will. You will always have a special place in my heart, and I will always love everyday I live and die thousand days, a thousand years and so on.....my love is strong for you, my heart beats for you. If we ever see each other again I want to see you happy, just do that for me, be the happiest person I have ever seen. Even if you won't ever remember me, you have a good life.

Love FOREVER ALWAYS,

Beau Brooks XXXX

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I set my phone down on my lap, and let the tears fall, and looked out the window. I wonder what I was thinking when I broke up with beau before the accident, I mean I have no idea how good or bad our relationship was but before I could even think more, there was on last message.

Beau<3-

I will wait for you....forever always.

I smiled to myself, and I guess that gave me more hope then I could ever think of.

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