Promises (Beau Brooks/Janoskians fanfic)

Chapter 9

Have you ever felt the time to confess something, something you knew was going to get your ass kicked, yeah well welcome to my world.

My brain trembled with words, or ways to tell my friends what been going on. Theres too pros and cons like:

PROS-

*Telling the truth = good Karma

*i'll have friends

*I'll have people to stand by my side.

*Some stress will be relieved.

*May have some peace in my life.

*More Self confidence.

*DRAMA FREE

*Laughter,Enjoyment with friends

*Friendship would be stronger

*I won't be alone

*Isabelle and joey would be more happy.

*no more warnings

*no more going to the office.

*be more strong.

CONS-

~Beau might not Believe me.

~Jai,Luke,Daniel,James and Camilla might not Believe me.

~Maci could kick my ass.

~More drama and stress may come into my life.

~Maci could tell Beau my secret.

~Beau will hate me.

~Things may get awkward with Beau.

~Maci could tell everyone.

~my life would be hell.

~BAD KARMA.

~i would be alone.

~i'll lose my friends.

~lose my feelings for my crush.

~have more fear, and be more cautious.

~be scared of Maci more than ever.

A couple of the cons were scaring me, and made me really think. If i don't tell them, Maci would have more control in my life. Which i wouldn't want, i wouldn't have freedom to make choices. i'm going to do this.

I looked to my right and saw a guy at his locker,and he had a white board, i quickly smiled and ran up to him,tapping on his shoulder nicely.he turned around,"yeah?"

I pointed to his white board and marker,he smiled,"sure you can borrow it."

Wow, first guess and he understood what I was trying to say. Which I'm my opinion was amazing, he handed me his white board and a red expo marker, I skipped back and quickly wrote:

Maci. Maci. She told me to avoid beau, said not to talk to him, not hangout with him...not even breathe the same air as him. She hit me, and gave a black eye, and bruised my stomach even more than before. Your probably wondering why I avoid, you, jai,James,Luke,and Daniel. Well beau hangs out with you guys,so I thought it would be better if I stayed away from you guys as we'll.I'm sorry i never told until now,but I i thought it was the best way.

They all read. I watched their eyes and expressions closely, Camilla was the first one to be done,and she hugged me.

"You could of told me, we're best friends, I'll always be there for you," Camilla said, then jai,Luke,Daniel and James joined....but what about beau.