Promises (Beau Brooks/Janoskians fanfic)

Chapter 34

BEAU'S POV:

I had to call her, she is miserable because of me, I'm so stupid. Once again I made her feel like shit and I feel horrible doing that to her. SO, I'm calling her, I need to hear her beautiful British voice, I need to apologize  to her.

RANG

RANG

"Mia?" I asked, holding the phone to my ear, my heart beating really fast hoping she would just let me talk, and she wouldn't hang up.

"I'm sorry Mia is too busy having fun with her friends. " I heard a guy say, WHAT THE HECK?

"Please I need to talk to her," I begged.

"Are you dying?" He asked, ok who is this?

 "What..No?"

"That sounded like a question not answer. I'm guessing you are dead and a ghost correct?"

Ok what the actually fuck is this guy? I heard laughter in the background it sounded like Camilla and Mia?!

"Dude, seriously I can hear her in the background," I stated.

"Again Bay(A/N- that's what my cousin would call him and she doesn't do it on purpose and it always makes me laugh) She is busy hanging out with us. Now I'm going to hang up, toodles!" He said.

Before I could even say anything, this guy hanged up . SHIT! I let out a groan.

"Beau did you talk to her?" Jai asked as they all walked into my room.

"She didn't answer a guy did. He told me she was too busy hanging out, Camilla and Mia were giggling in the background. I couldn't talk to her because he hanged up really fast." I told, I sat down and pissed off.

"Who's this guy? "Luke asked, I shrugged. I really wanted to know who he was too.

"You know what lets just go over there." James told, I smiled perfect idea.

"Yes we should!" I said.

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MAX'SPOV:

We watched Anchorman, and were laughing our butts off. we it just ended, I was about to put in Mean girls but there was a knock on the door. Mia and Camilla were too busy into there conversation to even notice it, I got up and walked up to the door.

I opened the door, and saw 5 boys standing in front of me.

"Can I help you boys with something," I asked, who are they.

"Can mia come out? its really important. "the boy with the green eyes said.

"youe coming at a wrong time, she not in the right kind of condition to talk to anyone at the moment. She's been having a rough week, so maybe another t------"

"I know she has been having a hard time, because i'm the one who caused it." He told, now I really don't want him here.

"Oh so your the asshole that broken her heart, ok now its all coming back to me. Your the boys next door who were looking through her window. And your Bay, Bew or whatever. "

"Yes, and its Beau. so could you please move out of the------"

"What made you think I would let you guys come in?" I told.

"and who are you to say that I can't talk to my girlfriend?" He snapped, ok I'm reminding myself to put him on the hate list.

"I'm max, her best friend. So I'm going to shut this door, and you & friends can go do whatever crazy shit you guys do,because mia right now really doesn’t want to see you bew"

"Its Beau!"

"Tomato, tamoto" I snapped back.

"Mia!" Bew or Bay said, I shut the door right then and there.

Mia walked over and raised an eyebrow, I smiled as I leaned against the door.

"Did you call for me?" She asked innocently, I shook my head. She nodded then walked back, I sat back in my spot in the living room.

"Ok Max, why didn't you tell me my boyfriend was outside?" Camilla asked looking up from her phone. My eyes widened, She's dating one of them too? Really….

"I didn't," I lied.

"HA! Max you did, Daniel just texted like 5 minutes ago  me saying he is outside and wondered if I could let them in since you shut the door on him and denied for all of them to come in." Camilla explained.

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Mia's Pov:

As They were arguing, I went on my phone looking at clothes, I then looked up and noticed 5 people walking into the living room.

I saw Beau's face and I felt tears starting, Max then looked concerned.

"Mia are you o---------"

"Mia can I please talk to you?" Beau asked, Max turned and he looked pissed.

"I said you couldn't come in. She obviously doesn't want  to you right now. " Max told, I just sat there still, Camilla looked at me knowing that I was either going to make a run for it or just explode with tears.

"Listen here max, I've done something wrong and I'm willing to do anything to talk to the girl that I love. "Beau snapped.

"Well I'm sorry sometimes things don't go your way Bew. " Max defended me.

Beau walked over to me, pushing max away in the process, he looked at me with guilt and regret. Tears now falling every time I blinked.

"Mia, please. Please can we talk?" He asked, I knew I had to answer, but all I could do was just nod.

I got up and walked outside to the deck, knowing beau would follow. On the way I wiped my tears away.

 I sat down on the railing and beau did as well, before he could say something I said," Why now?"

"Because I was shocked at first and I------"

"but did you at least think once that if you left, and ignored me that I wouldn't be upset? That I would have felt so much pain from heartbreak." I interrupted him.

"No I didn't and I'm sorry." He told.

"you did the exact same thing, everyone else did in London. I thought you were different, that you wouldn't do that to me. you say you understand but did you really because when you left it was like a slap in my face. " I told.

"Mia I don't know why I did that. I just need some space, time to process everything that I heard. I'm so stupid to do that to you. When you told me it wasn't what you told that made me leave, it was the fact that you didn't trust me.  You lied to me, and i thought you couldn't trust me,then i saw everyday through the window crying, when you were about to take me sweatshirt off and cried on the floor. i couldn't believe the pain i had caused you.I realised that no matter what you do, if you don't trust me well, i still love you. Everyday of me not being with you, i was feeling the exact same way. " Beau said, i couldn't look at his face, turned it as i felt tears fall. I felt him take my hand and placed it on his chest, i felt his heart beat, like a drum beating. I looked up at him, what is he doing.

"You feel that?" He asked me.

"Yeah your alive," I snapped, tears rapidly falling.

"No, This is what i feel every time i'm next to you, my heart beats for you everyday. Without you i might as well be dead.(ipulled my hand away.)"

"Beau..." I dragged.

"Mia i love you, and i know you love me too." He told,then put my hand on my heart. I cried as i felt my heart beat.

I looked at his watery eyes, i saw a tear fall from his eye. i needed him, i really do, he is right i can't live without him too.

"Beau....I