Promises (Beau Brooks/Janoskians fanfic)

Chapter 10

ONE MONTH LATER.

MAY 2012.

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BEAU'S POV:

Its been a month since Mia,and i haven't talked,or even looked at each other.Everyday she hasn't left my mind,what she is doing, if she is ok,if she hates me.She probably does, in everyclass she back in her normal seats,but she has headphone in listening to her rap,as she is writing her assignement.Mouthing the words like she usually does,and its kinda cute. I try to talk to her,but everytime i try she quickly rans off, as if she doesn't want to even see my face anymore. Last month when we had that fight, i was broken on the inside,i have idea what got into me.

No words could express what happened. I hurt Mia,and that was mostly it,nothing else but that. I told her i couldn't trust her, that could cause so much pain to someone. But when she said we're not friends anymore, i snapped out of my pissed off state, and just couldn't believe that it happen. I regret everyday, i caused her pain and i didn't do anything about it.

I remember Mia telling me, you could just tell someone just one thing,and it would ruin them forever. One thing that was it, you couldn't believe that just one word would do that to someone. But it does, and i've done that to her.

Theres just one thing that i couldn't do,was choose between my girlfriend and my friend. I was stuck, i mean just imagnie trying to find out who was right and who was wrong,when you weren't even there when it happen.I couldn't even think at the time, but i know one thing is that Mia has never left my brain since then and it would never leave. Like something is there,that involves her and i have no idea what it was. I feel it,but the feeling isn't really showing me it, not a bad,but good. just thinking about her or looking at her when she isn't looking causes me a smile.

But not like a happy smile,one you do when your laughing or happy about your day. One that you do when.....your in love. SHUT BEAU, your dating Maci,the one your dating for 4 months. But i know the way i look at mia is way different then the way i look at maci.

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I was sitting down at my lunch table, the one where Camilla and mia would sit with us at,but they now sit at the 2 tables down from ours.Camilla would sometimes sits with us,because you know Daniel,and we are friends with her too. Mia on the other hand just would sit there by herself,with her headphones in her ears and a book in her face,or write something etc.

I glance to my left and see mia talking to camilla. Camilla looks irriated a bit,i turn my attention to mia. Her hair was curly,which fell perfectly passed her shoulders,her hazel eyes perfect like always.She looked so Beautf-----.

"Beau,Beaubear!"Maci said, waving her hand in front of my eyes, i quickly turned to maci who looked annoyed.

"Were you even listening?"She snapped,i shook my head.

"Well i was talking about Prom,"She stated happliy, her head was in the way of my view of mia.

"And?"I asked, she frowned.

"Well we're going together aren't we?" she made it sound like i didn't have a choice.

"Yeah," i said, then shifted my head a bit,and looked at mia.

"Yay! well my dress is going to be pink," She said, moving her head so i was looking at her not mia.

"beau i feel like your not even paying attention to me,"She told, i shook my head,even though i didn't even know what she said.