Tommys POV
"Come on you two have to talk you work together, youre best friends for goodness sake!" adams manager said. I scoffed "yeah I thought we were friends aswell but obviously not" I answered looking up from my phone. "What happened between you two?" he questioned shaking his head, "lets just say a conflict of interest shall we" I replied my gaze falling on Sauli and his smug grin sitting in the corner. I wanted to wipe that smug grin off his face, no tommy youre better than that I told myself looking abck at my phone.
Eventually he gave up, we went and did our soundcheck and when I went back into the dressing room my makeup was strewn all over the side and floor. I growled with frustration, "who touched my makeup" I shouted. "Adam told Sauli he could borrow it coz adam ran out" came montes reply. Mine and adams relationship is on the rocks now thanks to Sauli and his stupid little tricks, hes knocked things over blamed me. Yesturday he threw a glass then told adam I threw it at him, it was pathetic little childish things.
We were getting ready for the show, we were in Glasgow tonight. Then we had Manchester, Birmingham then London. Sauli and adam were cosied up together, Sauli leaning on the arm of the sofa watching adam putting on his makeup. I rolled my eyes and ran a comb through my hair, I chose to just ignore them as it got to showtime. We did the show, I watched adam swaying his hips to the music, everything he did was sexual. I saw him smiling at Sauli who was in the front row, we did fever but as he crossed the stage towards me and then walked straight past me. I sighed, glad he didn't try to kiss me.
Whenever he came near I backed away a little, eventually the show was over. I exited the stage, "tommy wait!" adam called. I ignored him "tommy please just stop!" he called pleading now, I stopped in my tracks breathing heavily. "What?" I asked not turning to face him, "tommy please you've not spoken to me in days, youre avoiding me what happened we used to be so close" he said. "Your boyfriend happened, we stopped being close when you chose to believe him over me. I thought we were closer than that" I told him.
"Tommy you don't understand, I was forced to choose" he replied, I scoffed it seemed like such a lame excuse "I don't care that you chose to side with him, its the fact you thought I could actually do that. That's what hurts adam, now if you'll excuse me" I answered grabbing my makeup and guitar and heading for the bus. Once I got in I rummaged in the cupboards and found a bottle of JD, I found some coke and headed for my room. I poured myself a glass with more JD than coke as I drank it, I wiped my makeup off and put my earphones in as I downed my drink and poured another. I wanted to forget for a while, forget about adam and Sauli.
The hours drew on as I sat on my bed typing out a new set of song lyrics, I could hear adam and Sauli in the room next to me. Probably fucking each other again, its another reason I keep my earphones in so I don't have to listen to their sexual grunts and screams. I shuddered at the though as I placed my laptop on the floor amoungst the empty JD bottle and my makeup bag. I rolled onto my side and eventually fell asleep ,my music filling my ears.
The next morning..
We were driving down from Glasgow to Birmingham today, stuck in a bus for hours with Sauli and adam is not my idea of a good time. I went into the kitchen to make some food as I grabbed the bottle of milk from the fridge. Sauli walked past and walked into me the bottle of milk falling to the floor and shattering as it spilled. "Careful tommy, youre so clumsy" Sauli said snidely as he smirked. I clenched my fists as I bent down to clear it up, I picked up the pieces of glass as a bit cut my hand. Scarlet blood dripped into the pool of milk as I swore under my breath. I cleared up the remainder of the milk as I stood dropping the wet tissue into the bin, I ran my hand under the water as blood ran into the sink. I dried my hands and wrapped my hand in a bandage as Ashley called me. I went into her room as she shut the door, "lock it" she replied as I did. She held out her hand as I saw saulis phone in her hand, "what do you have that for?" I questioned.
"It doesn't matter but look read these" she answered handing it to me. There were messages to Elliot from Sauli telling him how he missed him, that Sauli was doing well and that the band will soon be split up. Sauli had told him that adam was well and truly hooked, that they could be together again soon. I put the phone down, "wow" I replied. "So what are we going too do? Tell Adam?" Ashley asked, "yeah like he'd believe us. He definitely doesn't believe me, the guy thought id hurt Sauli for goodness sake" I answered. "Yeah I suppose so but we cant not tell him, Sauli is still with Elliot and they are trying to split the band up tommy" she replied. "I know, look the way I see it is adam isn't going to believe us. You can try and tell him he isn't annoyed with you. Anyway you better put this back before he notices its gone" I said handing it to her.
I unlocked the door and saw adam and Sauli cuddled up on the sofa watching a film on adams ipad. I walked past and went into my room as I saw Ashley place saulis phone back on the counter where she had found it.
