Tommys POV
I stood open mouthed staring, "did you hear me?" came adams voice bringing me crash landing back to reality. "Youre getting married to him" I whispered, "yeah" he told me. "Since when" I asked, "since last night it was dead romantic" he said. I shook my head and backed away, the silver ring glinting on his hand. It was too much, I felt like my whole world had blown up in my face my heart shattered into millions of pieces. "No" I said quietly as I turned and ran, I flew past Ashley and monte and into my room throwing myself onto my bed as tears threatened.
"Aww poor little tommy, did you not get your man? What a shame" came saulis sly voice. "Get out" I said quietly, he laughed his voice cold. "Youre pathetic, who could ever love you. All my lovely little games paid off in the end, all those tricks you got the blame for are a win win for me. I told you I had adam wrapped round my finger, at this rate you'll be gone by the end of the week. Adam wont even care because I put a ring on his finger, I did that. I ALWAYS win just like I won the game and I won the guy so why don't you just pack your things and leave" he said reaching for my face. I pushed his hands away, "I said get out of my room! Leave me the hell alone, I fucking hate you. You lying scheming waste of space. Get the hell out of my room!" I cried hysterically throwing things at him.
"You heard him" a voice said from the doorway as monte stood there with Ashley behind. He was taller and stronger than Sauli, he was kind of intimidating when he wanted to be. Ashley giving Sauli one of her death stares. "Or what?" he questioned, as I flew at him. Ashley grabbed my arms as monte towered over Sauli. "Do you really want to find out. The last guy I hit was in hospital for a month, now i'll ask you one more time get out of tommys room you fucked up asshole" he snapped his voice dangerously low. Sauli laughed as monte grabbed him by his shirt and literally threw him out of my room, "im gonna get a beer you want one?" he asked as I nodded.
Ashley still had hold of my arms as her grip loosened and I collapsed against her. The tears ran down my cheeks as she wrapped her arms round me pulling me tighter to her body, "hes getting married to him" I said in between sobs. "I know, hes crazy" she told me. "But Ashley he cant marry him, he should be with me" I answered. Her fingers ran through my hair, "I know you love him tommy and I know its hard but Sauli will mess up sooner or later then adam will know who he really is and see sense now wipe those tears. Don't let them know they've gotten to you, that's what Sauli wants" she told me.
I sniffed and hiccupped as I wiped my face with the sleeve of my jumper, "there that's better" she said as monte came back in with three beers. We settled on my bed and watched films for the day, I would miss this when I go. I had proper friends now, it was nice to have people I got along well with. My phone rang on the side as I untangled myself from Ashley and monte who were asleep as I grabbed it and went outside.
"Hey mom" I said, "tommy honey your voice sounds awfully funny you've been crying" she said. I rolled my eyes, she always knew everything. "What was it about?" she asked going straight in for it, "im alright thanks mom. Oh that's good son " I said. I heard her laugh "of course honey how are you?" she asked. "Oh you know" I replied, "good so why who made you cry?" she asked. "Someone Ive fallen for is getting married to a guy who is the biggest waste of space ever" I told her.
"Whos this guy is he cute? Do you love him?" she asked. "Hes the cutest guy ive ever met, hes handsome and charming and kind. I think I really do love him, that's what hurts so badly. That I cant have him" I said my voice breaking. "Well screw him, if adam doesn't see youre perfect for him its his problem" she said. "I didn't say it was adam" I replied, she laughed "honey its obvious. Ive seen the pictures online, hes very cute isn't he" she replied.
"Oh god mom hes old enough to be your son. But it doesn't matter if I like him hes engaged to that stupid finnish snake" I answered. "I don't like him either, but adam clearly does" she told me. "But hes horrible and sneaky" I told her, "what has he done?" she asked. "Just stupid little things, threatening me and knocking stuff over plus other things. I think im going to leave the band after this tour, I cant sit and watch Sauli keep tricking adam" I answered.
"Tommy you worked so hard to get into the band, don't give it up for a guy" she replied. I sighed, "I don't have a choice. Hes trying to get me out, I don't know what hes going to do next hes a psycho" I answered. "Just stay away from him tommy" she said. "Easier said than done hes everywhere" I said seeing adam standing on the steps of the bus. "Try, and tommy don't worry about adam or this Sauli creep. Things will work out in the end, from what Ive heard Sauli is going to trip up soon and adam will see promise me you'll stay safe and you wont rush into a decision about the band" she said.
"Im not promising anything, i'll think about it really I will and i'll be safe. I love you" I said. "Good, I love you too. Ring me when you get to London" she said. "I will promise" I replied ending the call, "was that your mom?" adam asked walking down the steps. My eyes ran over him as he walked down them, dressed in his ripped jeans, white tshirt and big comfy cardigan with combat boots. His hair left un gelled falling in gentle waves over his forehead.
He had no makeup on his eyes bright and his dusting of freckles on his nose the only way people would know he was a natural ginger. He looked so sexy walking towards me as he pulled his cardigan round his body shivering slightly. "Yeah" I replied, "can we sit? I want to talk to you about something" he said gesturing to the steps of the bus. I nodded following him as we sat next to each other, I held my breath in anticipation.
