Ziall fictions/Imagines

#28 one of them cuts

NIALL

I was on twitter checking my notifications and a lot of hate was everywhere 'ugly' 'untalented' 'kill your self'' I trowed my phone on the couch and looked in the mirror

I am ugly and fat I took my shirt off and saw how ugly my Stomage is I went to the bathroom and saw my razors but before I did that

I went to toilet and stuck my finger up in my mouth and trowed up like 8 times I started shaking and I flushed it I looked at my blades and grabbed one

I sat on the floor with the blade in my hand I looked at it and masters it after a minute I placed it on my wrist and made 12 cuts down I trowed the blade away and sat there

I looked at the tub and I though why not wash the pain away I got up and turned it on with cold water after it was full I sat in it with my boxers on and saw the water turn bloody

After 20 minutes I heard the door open and heard zayn "Niall babe I'm home from recording " and shot the door I just stayed quiet "ni ni...?" He asked when he walked trough the door he just looked at me with a very shocked expression

"Niall what did you do?" He asked taking me out of the tub into his arms "I tried washing the pain away" I said in a low whisper voice "Niall why?" He asked in almost tears "why do you even love me? I'm ugly and hideous"

"Baby I love you and your beautiful and I will make this all go away Niall I promise " he said

"Zayn, thank you for being here if your weren't I would be in a casket right now" I said touching his cheek "your welcome Niall " he said and leaned down to give me a slow and sweet kiss

ZAYN

I was alone at the flat making a twitcam "so yeah me and Niall where in New York and we saw the biggest building " i said and I saw a comment 'wierd that a ugly faggot Muslim like you didn't bomb it'

I turned it off and trowed the computer on the floor in anger

I looked in the mirror 'your a faggot'

'Your gonna kill everyone' 'how can he love you? Your so ugly' after those words came by my head

I punched the mirror and lets the blood on my knuckles I looked at the ground and picked up the biggest piece and passed it by my whole arm

As I was about to pass it again the door opened and Niall was there as he saw my bloody arms he ran to me and took the mirror piece off my hands

"Zayn what are you doing babe?" He asked looking at my arm "I wanted to get my mind off things " "babe I could have helped you and stop this hate babe " he said "please take me to a hospital my arm is bleeding and I'm feeling dizzy"

"Okay here rap your arm in this towel" he said giving me the towel "Niall..." I said while wrapping my arm "yeah?" "Thank you and I love you" "I love you too much"

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