Foolish love

Chap8.

"What do you want?"

I didnt even want to look him in the eyes.

"Im sorry for just now, i just couldnt speak to you when theres people around"

He spoke softly so no one could hear us, still cautious of the surroundings.

"Then dont"

I said coldly, not wanting to continue this conversation. Before i could leave Jinyoung grabbed my hand and pull me back. 

"I dont want you to get hurt. I didnt mean to ignore you on purpose. Or sent you home yesterday without a word"

My eyes grew bigger. Yesterday? You mean when he didnt say anything after i confess to him why i was here or when i went inside the bus he just waved and walked away? Oh yes I remember that.

"Being with me isnt going to be easy. Yesterday when u were talking, i saw some papparazzi on the other side of the road with cameras. I had to act like i didnt know you, that i was by myself. Because once they know you are with me, they will change the story completely. Thankfully the bus covered their view, so i atleast got to wave at you goodbye. In school, i cant talk to you either, if the fans in our school takes a picture or spread a rumor, its all done for. You'll get hurt, i know this, they wont leave you alone.
One picture is all it takes, and you would not be able to live a normal life. Its dangerous to be around me. Trust me, i hate how i have to ignore you. Yesterday when u were letting out your feelings, all i wanted to do was hug you."

I just stood there, unknowing of what to say. I bet he had gone through alot of struggle as an idol. Trying to live a normal student life, while juggling his fame must been hard. I didnt know this was how he felt, i just felt guilty of not thinking about his side of the story.

"Okay idol. I understand, so what now? Do we just pretend that we dont know each other?"

"Only for the time being, maybe we can work it out later now"

I nod my head, A secret friendship. Sounds fun. Jinyoung left the other way, He went inside a big black car, where i saw two other heads inside. Their hair was brightly coloured unlike Jinyoung. One red, another blonde. I decided to go to Jungkook's house as no one would be home at mine. I knocked the door but no one replied. I knocked a few more times  and i saw the doorknob turning. But it wasnt Jungkook who had opened the door.