Foolish love

Chap17.

"Easy guys im still here!!" I tried my best to make myself more presence in the room but to no avail. I tried covering my eyes as i watch Taehyung and Jungkook kiss each other aggressively.

"Still my house guys " I tried one more time in hopes they would stop so i can feel less like a third wheel right now. Taehyung leans away from Jungkook and turned towards me.

"Blame Kookie, His fault he looks hella attractive today"

Taehyung winks to Jungkook, I watch as the two of them started smiling to each other. I wanted to run. It was nice to see Jungkook so happy but cant they find another place to be intimate, maybe a place when im not around?

"Havent seen Jinyoung around lately, Where is he?" Jungkook asked

"Busy"

"His comeback is coming up soon" I replied cooly, trying not sound like i miss him. Which i kinda really do

He doesnt have the time to attend school or even find the time to text me anymore. He been practing so hard for his upcoming comeback. He doesnt want to dissapoint his fans or his team. I love how passionate he is but some days i just want him all to myself without him getting distracted or tired.

Bu the distance between us is good. Its giving me the space to really think about how i feel about him, as the days goes pass, i cant seem to not think about anything esle but him.

I decided to call him, i ran up to my room so that Taehyung and Jungkook couldnt hear our conversation. Things are abit icy with Jungkook about Jinyoung. He still doesnt approve of me dating Jinyoung. But now that i think about it .. He hasnt really asked me yet. What are we?

"Be my girl"
His dashing blue eyes gazes gently at mine, his hands wrapped around me as we sat down on the couch.

"No" I giggled as i tried to playfully push his hands away from me.

"Please..."

He moves slowly closer to my face, inches away from my lips, i could feel his breathe against my skin. Instantly making me feel cartwheels in my stomach.

"Nothing else will make me happier"

He carefully brushes my hair back away from my face. I smiled at that, i looked up at his perfectly structure face, admiring every distinct feature he had. The feeling of being seperated from this boy was scary and unthinkable.

"Okay"
I kissed his lips lightly. He smiles sweetly, his eyes beaming.

Get it out

GET IT OUT

I stopped dialing Jinyoung's number. I cupped my face. I felt like a truck just hit me. Im internally screaming at myself. Why am i letting these memories come back? Why do they keep coming back. I sat down on the floor as i felt my whole body weighing down on me. Those memories .. I tried to locked them away somewhere in my head but it kept clouding my mind. I looked into the distance as another memory started playing in my head.

He grabs me and pushes me against the wall. Im entirely defenceless as he held up hands up my head. I felt his rough kisses trail down my neck. I let this feeling take over me, i let him take over me..

I cupped me hands around the head. I felt a tear run down my cheeks. I quickly wipe them away. I promise myself i wont cry over him. But the more i try to forget, the more it comes back to haunt me.