Foolish love

Chap24.

As I sit there on the cold, wet floor. Trying to get my thoughts in order. Trying to unwind this mess. My effort all goes to waste.

A clean break through my heart.

I could not summon myself to stand up. Eventhough the trail to my house was right on sight. I had no desire to go home. I rather sit here in the rain because i cant imagine i'll better in my room. Where he once stood.

Three week past.

Even though he was gone. He was still tormenting me. Somedays i could hear his voice, like a whisper, calling my name.
When I close my eyes, there he was. As clear as looking at my own reflection in the mirror but when i reach out to him, He dissapears.

I cannot hold him anymore but yet i still feel his touch lingering on my skin. The electricity that i once use to feel when our fingers first touch spreads to ever fiber of my body.

It would be an understatement to say that I miss him. I yearn for him. Everyday I catch myself continuously looking out for him, fantasizing what it would like if he comes back

When im in school, im hoping the next person that walks through the classroom doors will be him. But as days pass he still has not shown.

So there i was sitting by myself during lunch  break in school. Looking at my untouched food. i felt like i was floating around as though i wasn't really there. I hear the chit-chats coming from the bunch of girls sitting in front of my table.

"Did you hear Jinyoung dropped out of school?"  One of the girl turn around and eyed me, as though she thought to check that i couldn't hear her obvious loud statement.

I just pretended that i didnt and continued to look down at my food.

"What? Why?" The girl beside her said. I look up to see who it was. I recognize her, she is in my history class. She looks at me carefully. Her expressions were more concern rather than bitter. Unlike the girl who was "whispering" to her.

"I hear they broke up. Good for Jinyoung of course. But because of her - (she turns to look at me again)
He is gone. She ruined everything for us!" Now she was really eyeing me.

I just continued to look down. I honestly did not care about what she thought. Her words cant hurt as much as his did. No one's can. 

"Hey, what you thinking about?" Jungkook sat down opposite me blocking my sight on those two girls. 

"Nothing." I shrugged. 

Jungkook just nodded and continue eating his food.

I was surprise to see that Jungkook let my silence go on so easily usually he try to pry out of me. I am grateful he decided to just leave it. 

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Last  class of the day

I didnt realise the last school bell rang until my teacher called out my name. A few girls snickered but I just ignored them. 

I walked out the classroom, I look at my locker down the hall, usually he would be standing there, waiting for me.  My private escort. That was what i thought whenever i saw him waiting for me. I could feel my heart drop as i recall him smiling at me when i step out of class.  I could feel a tear but then suddenly someone tapped me on my shoulders. 

"Oh, Hey Jungkook" 

"Come over tomorrow" He suggested while smiling at me.  

"Tomorrow? I don't know.. "  

"Come on, it will be fun, we could play Mario Kart like we use to when we were kids" Jungkook playfully  nudges me . I know it will be a Saturday and i have no plans but-