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Colleen's POV
I fell asleep to Josh singing 'All of Me' and I think he actually meant it. That's sweet but I refuse to fall in love with someone right now. I'm not ready and I don't want to be in a relationship. Plus if I do date Joshua, what happens if we break up? I don't want to ruin our friendship that we have now. It means to much to me.
But today we are going out to lunch since we couldn't yesterday. He stayed with me last night so we just got up, I showered and he went to his apartment to get ready. I made it clear to him that I didn't want to be in a relationship or fall in love with anyone, so this isn't a date. We are simply just two good friends going out for lunch.
We go to taco-bell because it's cheep and fast. We eat and talk about the future because we've already covered everything from the past.
We already know that we want to save for marriage, it's a big promise to make but I really want to stick to it. We both want 2 kids and their names are similar. I wanted Jacob but that's my nephews name, he really desperately wants his sons name to be Noah and I love it, I never thought of Noah. And for girls I like names like Daisy and Lily, like the flowers. and what are the odds that 'Lily' is a combination of Beverly, his grandmother and Lisa, his mom. The two most important women in his life.

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it is currently 12AM oops goodnight loves💜

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