The Deadly Nerd (Completed)

Chapter Thirteen

*Lucas' POV*

I walked over to my grave. Meaning my bed. It felt so..no..I felt so...empty. Like there was no reason for me to live.

Truly, there wasn't.

I had nothing to live for. My dad despised me, my brother made fun of me and my younger sister...well..she was at a boarding school for 4 years now. I kinda miss her. She was really nice to me. From the start.

And now that Ell wasn't by my side anymore, it just made things worse. I realised I had to let go. She would never want to be friends with me. I was stupid for even trying.

After my thinking session, meaning all of Friday, I got up. I got some inspiration, so I started sketching a horse. I was good at drawing horses. The only thing I was good at.

Je vous aime, de la lune et le dos et toujours.

That had no meaning. I mean, I speak French and Italian and Spanish, and German..and..well that's it but this thought from my head, I had to erase.

No one was supposed to know that I draw, well..except from my dickhead best friends.
Speak of the devil...

"Dude!" Kyle yelled a cross the room and I sighed. Those morons.

"Hey, what's up?" I asked, smirking, for no obvious reason, but I still did it. "The sky. Duh." Jesse joked. I hated when they shitted with me.

Not literally.

"I knew that, thanks for saying that oh smart shitload of brain." I told Jesse and he just nodded, smirking. That donkey.

"Have you heard? There's a new girl at our school. She's a junior and her name is Evei. Weird name, but still. She's hot. You gotta nail her." Santiago told me also smirking.

Those dudes were seriously such dickheads I can't even describe. They are humongously huge big shit dickheads no one can be compared to. I belonged there. I was one of them.

"Guys... I just broke up with my girlfriend. Well ex now. " I told them hoping they'd buy it. Oh well.

"Vous êtes un groupe de charge de la merde et il est comme vous avez craquelins dans votre tête au lieu de cerveaux. Sérieusement, ça me déchire que je dois ces amis trou du cul. And you know it. So suck it up." I told them. They didn't understand anything I just said and looked at me with their heads tilted like a dog when it hears a strange sound.

"Ok. I basically just told you you were assholes." And with that they hit me on the shoulder, earning an 'ouch' from me.

"You know you can tell us if something bothers you. We're your best friends and we're here for you." Santiago said.
"Dude, that was just so cheesy." Kyle added. I smiled then.
"But totally true." Jesse added too.

"If you want...I can nail Evei", Kyle said and we laughed. Then talked about shit until they got home.

*Elliott's POV*
" Anyway how did the date with that dude go? I forgot to ask ya that." I asked Jo over the phone.

"His name is Asher, and it went good...we're actually having a second date in 3 days." She told me and I mentally high-fived myself. It was so good hearing her so happy.

"That's really amazing Jo! You know... I miss hanging out with ya... We should go out together sometime, and I know the perfect place for that!" I squealed into the phone.

I really did miss Jo, Chris too. I have been spending so much time with Lucas, I forgot about them.
What a friend I am.

'You are a horrible friend, Elliott.'

Shut up!

'No you shut up!'

I am not shutting up. Wait..

I'm mentally talking to myself again.

Jo took me out of my really weird self-fight, "yeah. We really should. Can we invite Chris too? It's not fun without him. Don't get me wrong, you're not boring!"

"Yeah, I get the point," I smiled at her blabbering. That's what she did when she was excited. "I was actually just thinking of calling Chris too. It's a great opportunity to buy some clothes for your second date with Asher!" I told her sounding excited, and I was. I loved spending time with my two best friends.

And that reminded me of Lucas. I liked spending time with him too. Since that became somehow normal. I actually even missed hanging out with him, his funny sexual innuendos, and jokes. He made me laugh, and that's what I didn't do often.

I went to bed, putting on my pajamas after my hygiene routine. And I drifted off to sleep.

"You can't just get away!" I yelled at him.

"You're really funny! I will always get away, from you. You mean NOTHING to me, NOTHING. You're just a big nobody." He smiled at his words, turning around to face me.

"You lied to your friends. You lied to me. And most importantly, you lied to yourself. I'm not going to date someone who is a little brat!" He yelled again. I felt wet lines on my cheeks.

It hurt to look him in the eye. Especially when everything he said was true. I was a brat. And a nobody.

And then I saw a car speeding into a train. Not seeing the train, tho.

"No! Stop! Don't leave me! Stay please! Lucas!" I yelled after him but it was to late. The train and the car collided with a hard scratching metal noise. It made me fall on my knees and start crying even more.

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