"I like your lips when they're swollen." He said, making me blush. He kissed my nose.
"I like your nose." Then proceeded in kissing my forehead. "I love your mind." Then both my eyes. "I love your eyes." Then, my collarbone. "I love your soul." He s...
That was the story of how I forgave Lucas. I'm a strong person, because of all the things I've gone trough. And strong people forgive.
I came home 3 hours later. As I drove into my yard, I saw a strange car in the driveway. I've never seen it before, so that scared me. What is going on?
I entered the house, which was unlocked, which was creepy. I saw 2 suitcases near the stairway. Same design, different colour. One was black, and the other beige.
I came into the living room, just to see what I expected least. My older pair of twins, sitting in the sofa.
"What is all of this?" I asked, still in shock. "Hey baby sister!" My brother greeted me.
"Jenna, Conner. What are you doing here? You know you're not welcome." I spat at them and they looked at each other, then snapped their heads toward me.
"This is our home too. So cut it. We're staying here. For 2 months. So..gotta get used to it. By the way, where do you keep money? I need to buy myself some clothes and lingerie." Jenna said and I eyed her. Out of all my 4 siblings, I hated Jenna most. She was always the arrogant bitch. Pushing me in mud, throwing rocks at me when we were kids.
I was always left out. Having 2 pairs of twins wasn't easy, especially when you're-so to say- your own man. I had no twin, and when each pair of twins played together, I was alone. Until I met Chris and Jo. In 1st grade. I was literally 6 years on my own. Our parents always seemed to love the twins more, even though my mom was always by my side. Like when I entered puberty and stuff like that.
"News-flash, Jenna.. I work for my money. You work for yours. And I ain't giving you a dollar. You could die for all I care." I hissed at her and she shrugged,"Whatever."
"Girls stop. It's immature for you to fight. Elliott, we need to stay here for 2 months. Can we please stay?" Conner asked me politely. Sometimes I tough which brother was my favorite? Hudson or Conner. I'd say both.
"Uhhh...yea but you have to earn your own money. I'm gonna get food tho. I don't know what she could poison me with." I told them and looked at Jenna while saying the last sentence.
"Ok. That's good. I'm gonna take our stuff to our rooms." Conner said and I nodded.
Jenna stood up and went to the bathroom. And I heard the bell ring. "I'm gonna get it." I yelled for them to hear.
"Hey. You left your phone." I was suprised to see a beautiful pair of brown eyes. Lucas came here, so weak and in cuts and scars, just to bring me my phone.
"Uh, thanks. Want to come in?" I asked politely. My only worry now was one of my stupid twins coming here.
"Hey baby sis, who are you talking to?" I heard Conner come down the stairs. Speak of the devil. Then he came and eyed Lucas. Something seem to flick, so he shuddered a little. Awk-ward.
"Uhh, I'm Lucas.." Lucas said and Conner nodded. He became uncomfortable around Conner now.
"Yea. Who are you to her?" Conner asked him and looked at me for a brief second.
"He's my... Boyfriend." I looked at him, then at Lucas, and when Conner's eyes went to Lucas-who was still looking at me- I gave him a wink.
"Guys, what's going on there?" And the Spawn of Satan just arrived, too. Jenna came running, or attempting to run in her stiletto heels.
"Yum, who are you?" She asked Lucas. He looked at me for half a second and then looked at her.
"I'm E's boyfriend." He said and with his words I felt my heart tighten. It was a cute feeling.
"Such a shame, you know..dating her..especially when I'm here. Like, I'm so much better than her, and less messed up. For example, I don't have Paranoia." She said and her eyes diverted to me.
"Shut up!" I said to her. I hated her so much. I've been calling her Spawn of Satan for so long now, I can't even remember. It was like a routine.
But well, no one except for my family knows for my diseases. And I want it to stay like that, but when you have the SoS living with you, it's hard to keep it just a tiny little secret.
"Can I talk to you in private?" I asked Lucas, stepped out of the house and shut the door. He nodded and we took our distance from the doorstep. The sky was covered in beautiful stars so we took a walk.
When we were far enough from the house, we decided to sit on the floor and stare into the night sky. It wasn't too dark, because the sky was clear.
"You know, sometimes I talk to stars.. I tell them about how messed up I am...and we speak about everything. Sometimes I even feel like they are responding, by twinkling a little. God, I'm so messed up..I mean, I stress about stress before there's even stress to stress about.." I chuckled a little at my last sentence.
I enjoyed nights like these. Where everything is calm, and there is silence...which stops you from thinking a little...but sometimes silence is a killer too..
"I get what you mean. I'm the same...well..not exactly..because you're not suicidal... But I'm just a lost boy, who wants the right person to find him..and accept him for who he is..." He said and switched his gaze to the floor. I looked at him sadly, because, well I always felt like I have the worst problems..and now I see that that isn't true.
I rested my head on his shoulder, and switched my gaze to the stars again. And I also saw the moon. It was a full moon. I loved those, they are so pure...almost innocent..
"Do you ever think about how wolves feel? I mean, maybe they're in love with the moon..and each time they see it..they cry for the love they'll never touch, only bluntly stare at, and die without having the one they love by their side.." I asked him, and lifted my head from his shoulder as I was speaking.
He turned his to me and looked me in the eyes. "Do you feel that way about someone, too?"
I didn't answer, just kept looking at the night sky until we walked back to my house late in the night.
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