"I like your lips when they're swollen." He said, making me blush. He kissed my nose.
"I like your nose." Then proceeded in kissing my forehead. "I love your mind." Then both my eyes. "I love your eyes." Then, my collarbone. "I love your soul." He s...
I went home after school. I had a huge amount of problems in my life, now I just got another one.. She's called Elliott. My sweet Elliott.
Ugh what the hell am I saying. No. Stop it, get some help, Lucas.
When I got home, John waited for me at the door.
"Where the hell have you been?" He asked, frustrated. Fuck. My father is going all nuts on me. He's so fucking annoying.
"None of your damn business." I yelled at him and went into my room. I unpacked my stuff and began drawing while listening to some Bon Jovi.
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I drew her, the usual. I swear, if I started counting the drawing I've made of her since middle school, I'd die counting. She has always been my muse for drawing. It's like she was always a part of me. My beautiful Elliott.
You're such a stalker.
Shut up subby. I have named my subconscious subby. And well, I might be a stalker but just a little.
After I've finished the drawing, I called my best friends over.
They were here in approximately 15 minutes and rang the door. I came down, only to see John opening the door.
"Step away from the door dude." I told him. He just looked at me and opened the door. My friends looked at him awkwardly. He then did what angered me most, he shut the door in their faces.
I texted Kyle:
Lucas: Backup plan guys.
Kyle: 30° around the house, won't let anyone see us.
In just a few minutes, I helped them climb up my bedroom window. We did the manly hugs and whatnot.
"Good job man." Kyle said as we all chuckled. I grabbed a few beers from my fridge. Yes, I have a fridge in my room. No, beer is not the only thing in it.
"Guys.. I have to tell you something." Jesse started, we all turned our attention to him.
"Yeah, sure. Whatever you need man." Santiago added.
Jesse sighed, then proceeded. "I am gay. And this is hard. Well.. I mean it was hard to admit it to myself at first... But well.." He said and all the other three pairs of eyes widened. He was insecure about it. I guess it was okay.
"Wait what?" Kyle said. He was confused as well as the three of us. And when Jesse's face saddened a little, he added: "Hey J, it's okay. We're your friends, we love you, as cheesy as it sounds." Then we all chuckled.
I was glad that there were no secrets between us. And then it hit me.
"Elliott and I are not really together. It's a fake relationship." I said and suddenly the attention was on me.
