Running Wild (a one direction fan fiction)

part 25

It was a few days after the email and I had decided that working in the cafe until Liv's birthday might prevent me from thinking up delirious situations that could happen at the party, so because I hadn't seen Helen and Liv for a few days I decided to call them round and we could have a good catch up and do some fancy dress planning.

“hello am upstairs” I shouted down as my mum answered the door, I had just gotten in from the cafe and was having a sleep.

“hey hunnie long time no see” said liv giving me a hug as she walked in.

“its only been 3 days” I said not thinking much of it,

“yeah but in our time that's 20 years” said Helen also giving me a hug.

“right anyway catch up time what have you two been up too?” I asked trying to avoid me but that didn't work.

“hold on I think you have some more important explaining to do first missy”said liv giving me the stare.

“about what?”i tried acting dumb.

“okay ill start you off, you leave harry's without letting anyone know, you send liam a text and not us, then we hear the two of you went on a random jog, then all of a sudden you and zayn have broken up”said helen being the blunt friend she is.

“oh that there's not much to explain its just how you said it” I really didnt want to go into detail and start crying again.

“but why didnt you text me or helen why liam?” asked liv

“because I can speak to him about different things than you” I replied,

“like what, lillie we just want you to know that whatever the problem we are always here to listen and help and sort it all out”said liv

“see there's the problem all I wanted was someone to listen to my problems; not comment back, judge me, get involved just listen and allow me to relieve me of what am worried about”i said starting to get emotional again.

“but why not just ask us to listen?" Said helen

“because as much as I love you guys and your great friends never in a million years would you two be able to just listen to me and not get involved or have your own opinion” I said being blunt as well.

“oh right....”said liv making it a bit awkward.

“look am sorry i'll explain....but it was just I wanted someone to hear my side of everything that was happening and liam always told me he was all ears for listening so I took a risk and and he came. But it was liam's idea to go on the run we just went along our normal path and spoke about everything and anything then when we got back liam quickly left and I came home to find zayn sat on my front step”i explained to them.

“so thats when you dumped him on the front step”giggled helen which when said like that sounded funny.

“no silly we just both gave our opinions although he mainly begged for forgiveness when all I wanted was a break which lasted until the next day when I decided to break up with him,very badly though”i was getting tears in the corners of my eyes and liv passed me a tissue.

“do you want me to carry on?” I asked through mumbled tears.

“no we get the idea but I always thought you and zayn were perfect for each other;he made you laugh, smile, see the good about yourself....”said helen.

“thats where your wrong because the night of harry's he practically accused me of being a bad girlfriend but I cant change me” and I burst into tears.