The Freak

Chapter 12: Forgiveness

Chapter 12:

Forgiveness

Two weeks later, Saturday

Mr.Ladiesman: Did you sleep well?
BluegreenKam: Yes! You?
Mr.Ladiesman: I dreamt about you. So yes :)
BluegreenKam: Why do you always gotta make me blush!
Mr.Ladiesman: I can't help it, sorry. C:
BluegreenKam: Alright, you're forgiven.
Mr.Ladiesman: Thank you, my lady.
BluegreenKam: Oh, if I am your lady, does that make you my man?
Mr.Ladiesman: If you want me to be, yes ;)
BluegreenKam: Do you want to?
Mr.Ladiesman: Wait.
Mr.Ladiesman changed his username to KamirasMan.
BluegreenKam: OMG

I giggle in a silly way and I'm surprised of how stupid I sound.

KamirasMan: Love it
BluegreenKam: perfect indeed
KamirasMan: :D
BluegreenKam: ^.^ So, what exactly was your dream about?
KamirasMan: You
BluegreenKam: And?....
KamirasMan: I don't think it would be appropriate to tell you.
BluegreenKam: Oh my God! :o
KamirasMan: :') Sorry
BluegreenKam: okay, keep your fantasies for yourself.
KamirasMan: If you want me to ;)
BluegreenKam: You are such a gentleman
KamirasMan: Hey, you asked!
BluegreenKam: Fine :D
KamirasMan: Anyway, did you have a nice dream?

No I didn't..

BluegreenKam: Not really..
KamirasMan: Oh.. Was it bad?
BluegreenKam: pretty bad
KamirasMan: Do you want to talk about it?
BluegreenKam: idk
KamirasMan: I mean, you can talk to me. I'm your man. :)
BluegreenKam xD It's okay. It was just about my parents.
KamirasMan: :( Are you okay?
BluegreenKam: I would be better if you were here.

Wow wait, what? I did not just send that. What is up with this guy and why does he make me feel so.. I don't even know how he makes me feel, but it is nice.

KamirasMan: ... You said it. I'm coming
BluegreenKam: HAHA how would you even know where I live?
KamirasMan: I'll find out. No worries. We both live in Starlight Shores.
BluegreenKam: And we've never even met... Tss
KamirasMan: c;
BluegreenKam: What? C:
KamirasMan: Actually I know where you live.

... What?

BluegreenKam: Umm, how?!
KamirasMan: Been there
BluegreenKam: Oh, so you're stalking me now?
KamirasMan: no, Kamira. I'm not a stalker.
BluegreenKam: Oh and you don't have my phone number by chance?
KamirasMan: I do..
BluegreenKam: WHAT?
KamirasMan: don't be so paranoid. We've met before.

I'm confused okay.

BluegreenKam: I don't know any Aidens, Aiden.
KamirasMan: my name is not really Aiden..
BluegreenKam: Oh, so you're lying too?

Then he changes his profile picture and I'm stunned for a while.

KamirasMan: Kam, you still there?
BluegreenKam: MARIO
KamirasMan: yeah..
BluegreenKam: WHAT THE HELL?
KamirasMan: Kamira, look. I can explain.
BluegreenKam: UM NO. Wtf is wrong with you? Why did you lie to me?
KamirasMan: I thought you didn't like me!
BluegreenKam: What.. Why?
KamirasMan: I acted like a player when we first met. I just wanted to get to know you a little better and I didn't think you would talk to me that easily if you knew it was me.
BluegreenKam: You lied to me!
KamirasMan: I'm sorry.
BluegreenKam: ugh. Forget it. I have to go.

I don't know what he said after that because I had already closed the chat.
I just felt really betrayed. I don't get why he had to act like he was someone else? If he wants to get to know me, why isn't he just himself?
I grab my coat, it's time for work anyway.
I arrive at the shop and throw my purse in my locker with so much furiousness even Nadine looks shocked for a while. I change into my work outfit and walk in. I wait for the girl who has the shift before mine to finish up and take place behind the counter.
After an hour, I've finally calmed down and manage to smile at the customers.

'Excuse me.' My head jerks up.
'Could you show me where I can find the crisps?' Mario is leaning on the counter and looks right into my eyes.
I must look like I've just swallowed something awful because that's how I feel at first when I see him.
'You know the way.' I bite at him.
He shakes his head and looks at me in an innocent way. 'I forgot.'
I groan. 'Leave me alone, Mario.'
But he doesn't move. 'Aren't you supposed to help customers?' I point at Nadine.
'Ask her.'
'I don't want her.' He firmly says.
My mouth falls open in disbelief.
'Will you leave me alone if I show you?' I ask.
'No.' He simply says. 'But I will for today if you show me. Only for today.'
'Argh.' I call out and get up.
I walk to the second row and point at it. 'There it is.' I turn to back, but he grabs my arm and pulls me out of sight.
'Let go.' I say firmly. He shakes his head. 'Hear me out, please.' His eyes lock with mine, pleading.
I growl. 'About what.'
'I'm sorry, I shouldn't have lied to you.' He rushes out.
I raise one eyebrow. 'Well, you did.'
'Kamira, please.' He releases my arm. 'Just let me explain.'
I shrug.
'I thought, that you thought, that I am an asshole and a jerk. I liked you from the moment I saw you.' He sighs. 'I just thought that you didn't want me around. Tae told me what your username was after the party and I made a fake account. I just wanted to get to know you! And I can be myself a lot easier if the other person has never met me before. I just wanted a do-over with you. After these two, almost three, weeks, I only started liking you more. And I thought that you would be surprised that the real guy behind my 'bad boy' facade is a lot more fun and sweet. I didn't expect that you would react this way.'
I throw my hands in the air. 'Yeah well, this reaction is kind of normal, don't you think? If you'd excuse me now, I have a job to do.'

I make my way past him but he grabs my arms again and pulls me against him.
'Let-' but his lips crash into mine before I even realize it. My reaction completely surprises me when I close my eyes and kiss him back.
He pulls back and releases my arms. 'Please, Kamira.' He begs.
I open my mind for him and immediately feel all his guilt and hope. He really likes me and he is really sorry. My eyes go to his lips, they are so soft. I'm overwhelmed by my own feelings. I have never experienced something like this. My cheecks are flushed and my heart is bumping like crazy. I don't think he realizes that that, was my very first kiss.
'Kamira?' He says softly. I sigh and put my hands on his chest. 'You're forgiven.' I whisper. He smiles at me and leans in for another kiss, wich I happily respond to.