a/n: i wrote this in like five minutes, sorry but i don't feel like writing in this period. i hope it's okay
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Dan is on the floor since hours and Phil didn't notice him. Well, of course he didn't, he is editing that video. They decided to come out.
Phil was totally ready for it, Dan is still afraid. He knows that their fans are waiting for it since years, but.. there's something that makes him uncomfortable. He talked with Phil about it but he didn't understand.
"Dan, I finished!" Phil yells. Dan doesn't say nothing. "Dan!" he says again.
Dan hears some steps and wipes his tears.
"Oh my god, what's wrong?" Phil asks and now he's on his knees caressing Dan's head. "Again?"
Dan nods and starts crying again. "No no no, it's okay," Phil smiles and helps him so he can brings him in their room. "It's because of the video?"
"Yeah," he says and now they're laying down, Phil kisses his forehead.
"We've not posted it yet, we can totally delete it if you want to. Okay baby?" he whispers and kisses his nose making Dan giggles softly.
"N-no, I want to do it," he mutters and takes his hand.
"Sure?"
"Sure Phil," he smiles. "I just.."
"Tell me how you feel"
"..nervous"
"I can tell it, you're shaking," he says and caresses his hair. "Do you want a hot chocolate?"
"No"
"Cuddles?"
"Yes," he smiles and places his head on Phil's chest. "I love you," he mumbles. Phil can barely hear him because his mouth is pressed against his body.
"I love you too," he answers still caressing his hair. "Don't shake"
"How can I stop?" he asks sarcastically. Well, Phil's warm body makes him feel already well. Phil mumbles and kisses his head.
"What do you want for dinner?" Phil knows that it's better if Dan thinks about other things, so he relaxes himself.
"What do we have?"
"Nothing, we have to buy a lot of things," he answers. "Pizza or Chinese?"
"Pizza and Netflix," Dan answers. "And chill, if you want to"
"I don't particularly feel about it now," Phil giggles. "But I'll order the pizza and we can watch a film"
"Okay," Dan smiles.
"Let me go or I can't take my phone"
"No"
"Dan!"
"Ugh," he says and Phil takes it, then he hugs him again.
"You're like a koala," he giggles and phones the pizzeria. "Hello? *inserts random address here*, two margheritas. Thank you, bye"
"Margheritas," Dan imitates Phil's accent.
"Shut up"
"Guess what?" Dan giggles. "Make me"
"I'm so done with you.." Phil laughs too.
