The light behind your eyes

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a/n: to maisymae040 !!!
I kinda cried while writing this, it's a 2012!phan au D:
but I hope you will like it







So long to all my friends
Everyone of them met tragic ends
With every passing day
I'd be lying if I didn't say
That I miss them all tonight
And if they only knew what I would say


"Do you want to go out um, this evening?" Phil asked stroking Dan's curly hair.

"I would like to, where do you want to go?" Dan muttered and smiled arching his head looking into his eyes.

"Anywhere is okay, but I particularly feel like a walk and junk food," he giggled.

"I think it's perfect, I have to fix my hair and then we can go"

"Leave it curly for me?" Phil smiles and kisses his nose.

"Fine, just because I don't want to get up from this bed"


If I could be with you tonight
I would sing you to sleep
Never let them take the light behind your eyes
One day I'll lose this fight
As we fade in the dark
Just remember you will always burn as bright


"Do you like it?" Phil asked looking into their plates.

"It's so good, oh God," he giggled. "Do you want to try it?"

"Yeah," he smiled and Dan passed him a bit of his sandwich. "Thanks," Phil smiled and passed him a bit of his hot dog too.

"I'm sorry for disturbing, what drink can I get you?" a girl asked smiling.

"Is beer okay?" Dan asked.

"Yes, and water too," Phil answered.

"A second," she said and went away.

"This is going well," Dan smiled and lied his hand on the table. "C'mon Phil, be romantic"

Phil chuckled and placed his hand on Dan's. "Okay?"

"Yes," he smiled and intertwined their fingers.

"I love you," Phil said.

"Love you too Phil," he answered and the girl returned back with their drinks.

"Here they are. If you need anything just ask me," she smiles. "You two are cute"

"Thanks," Phil smiled too.


Be strong and hold my hand
Time—it comes for us, you'll understand
We'll say goodbye today
And I'm sorry how it ends this way
If you promise not to cry
Then I'll tell you just what I would say


"It's not my fault"

"As you say," Dan blurted.

"But of course it's not you fault, it's always not your fault!"

"It's you, it's always you!"

"You're so childish, you're not a children anymore. This is real life and you're doing too many mistakes"

"I'm so done with you and your stupid opinions, you know what? You can totally go away from this house if you want!"

Phil watched at him paralyzed. Did Dan really say it?

"Fine, if you don't accept me someone else will," he whispered and went away. "Just leave me some days so I can take my stuff"

"Do you really want to..?"

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