Dan:
Phil,
I'm sorry. I can't tell you this in words, I just can't. But I really needed to tell you these things. I'm sorry for how I left home and as I screamed against you when you were crying. I'm sorry. It was not me, I was just.. angry. And you know how I am when I'm angry.
I had not thought about that in front of me was just the man I loved more than anything else in the world and I was losing him. My attitude is a shit, I know. When I was on the street without a home I thought "and now what the hell do I do?", and I cried too. But I knew I could not come back for a while, you needed to think, and I needed to think too.
I have no idea what happened between us, we were so perfect. I always thought (and still think) that you are the only one. Because I don't want to wake up next to anyone else, I fucking want you Phil. No one else.
I miss your kisses so much. I miss you. We should see each other, I don't know, just talk and discuss about it, but please give me another chance.
Phil is typing...
