I just hate what I am feeling. Ayokong napapalapit siya sa ibang lalaki. Especially kay Tom.
Bakit ba napaka torpe kong sabihin sa kanya na mahal ko siya, hindi lang bilang bestfriend, mahal ko siya more than that and more than anything else in this world. Natatakot kasi akong aminin sa kanya dahil alam kong hindi pa siya handa sa mga bagay na ganito. I don't wanna hurt her. Kailangan ko munang itago yung nararamdaman ko, which I've been hiding since day one. I don't know why and when but I just fell inlove with her and can't live life without her.
Alam kung korny but that is what I feel about Patty. Sabi nga nila nagiging baduy daw tayong mga lalaki at mukhang mga tanga kapag nagmamahal ng totoo.
I decided to call her. Para mag sorry. Can't end my day knowing that we are not okay.
"Hi"
"Hello, bry! Galit ka pa ba? I was about to call you, kaso nag-ring na phone ko"
"Really"
"Yeah, bakit bawal ka bang tawagan? May kausap ka ba?"
Medyo kinilig ako with that thought na tatawagan pala talaga niya ako.
"Ah wala, wala akong kausap. I called because I wanted to say sorry with my behaviour kanina"
"Hay naku! Hindi nga kita maintindihan kanina eh. You act as if your girlfriend cheated on you, joke lang! Okay lang yun, I'm used to it"
Medyo nagulat ako sa sinabi niya. If she only knew, na nagseselos talaga ako.
"Your used to what?"
"I'm used to you being so abnormal"
Sabay tawa ng malakas si Patty. Which made me smile. I like the way she laugh and smiles.
"Grabe ka talaga. Mas abnormal ka kaya, kasi nakikiapagusap ka sa weirdo"
"Weirdo? Who?"
"Tom"
"Tom?"
"Yeah!"
She is laughing again.
"Pano naman naging weird si Tom? He's so smart and decent"
Mukhang nagkamali akong i-open up yung topic na yun. Pinuri pa niya si Tom. Which I don't like hearing.
"Papunta na yun dun"
Sabay tawanan.
"Bry, I need to sleep. Maaga pa tayo bukas. Sasamahan mo ako the whole activity bukas,okay?"
"Sure. Ikaw pa ba?!
"Dapat lang. Ako lang naman ang nagiisa mong bestfriend"
"As you claim it. Sige na, you better sleep na. Goodnight"
"Goodnight"
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BINABASA MO ANG
WEIGHT NO MORE
Novela JuvenilIn a world full of criticisms and negativism here comes a story that would give you a positive outlook in LIFE. We all have our own insecurities sabi nga nila nobody was created perfect. Almost perfect lang daw. It still different. Sa mundo where yo...
