2AM Thoughts

Kind Of Love

"I know you like me. Just admit it already." He teased with a chuckle.

"Do you want to know the truth? Because I will tell you, I just need to warn you that you may not be prepared to hear this. So you really want me to tell you how I honestly feel about you? Speak now or forever hold your peace!" I replied back with a fiery glare.

He looked around the room before furrowing his brow and whispering "Definitely."

"Well here goes pretty much everything. I love you! I always have loved you! I always will love you! But this is not like when you told all those other girls you loved them because you thought they were pretty, popular and silly. No. It's the kind of love where I can't go 5 minutes without thinking about you. It's the kind of love that makes it unbearable for me when you're mad at me. It's the kind of love that forces me to be sad when you're sad. It's the kind of love kids dream of and teenagers dread. Because it turns you upside down. It's so hard to deal with. Trust me, if you truly loved me, you wouldn't be standing here looking at me like I had 5 heads! I love you. Happy now? I love you. I am in love you. You make me happy and sad and everything else on the spectrum. I love you."

I walked away without a pause and as I looked back, he was gone.