Lost (Mark/Darkiplier X Reader)

Chapter 24

I got dressed and I went back into Mark's bed, trying to sit while avoiding the mess. Being the clean freak that I am, I changed the sheets, but let the old ones sit on the ground for Mark to take care of. I was on social media for a while to get updated on the latest gossip. I checked Jacksepticeye's tweets to see what he has been up to recently, dick jokes. Great. It has been a long time since I have seen Jack's videos. I have just been to occupied with Mark.

While I was minding my own business, I decided to text Ashley. It's been so long since I have seen her or even talked to her.

(Y/N): I'm sorry I haven't talked to you in a while. Too much drama in my life.

Ashley: Is your life YouTube?

(Y/N): haha, very funny. Don't get me started on the YouTube rant.

Ashley: I guess. So what's new with you and Mark?

(Y/N): Nothing much, but something fun happened last night.

Ashley: Did you fuck him hard? XD

(Y/N): Ashley! No! well, yes we actually did. But before that he took me to a nice restaurant. I love him.

Ashley: OMG you actually fucked him? We can cross you off the virgin list. I will forever be in there.

Our conversation went on like this for a long time. Talking about sex and boys, that is stereotypical Ashley. Later after I said bye to Ashley, I got a knock on my door.

"Come in," I said politely hoping that it was Mark. Sadly, it was Dark who had appeared. He wore a Markiplier M shirt which I assume he stole from Mark.

Without a word he came and sat on the bed. He just looked at me. In his eyes I could feel that he was sad. Was he 'programmed' this way? Or was he genuinely sad? "I'm sorry." Dark said softly. My mind started to become confused, but Dark went on to explain. "I know that you are dating Mark. I know what you did last night. It's just, I am an idiot." He said full of emotion.

"I'm not understanding," I told him, sitting fully up listening to every word that falls out of his mouth.

He let out a sigh, "When I saw you in bed, I was more shocked than mad believe it or not. I guess even though you are taken, I thought that I could have a chance with you. I'm sorry for ever thinking that. You love Mark, and only him. No one could love a vicious idiot like me. I should leave you alone instead of trying to manipulate you to love me." He sighed once again bracing himself for what he is about to say, "(Y/N), I think it is better for us if I just left, forever."

The words hit me in the chest, hard. Is he really going to leave me? I love Mark, but Dark is a good friend. I make him happy, and that is my goal. "I want to go away, forever. So in order for that to happen, I need you to kill-"

"No!" I shouted afraid of what he might say.

"It's the only way for me to leave me you alone! I don't want to bother you anymore! I ruin everything. Just kill me already." He said saddened by the conclusion he came up with, even though it is not the right choice.

"I refuse." I flat out stated, "Dark, I may be dating Mark, but I like you. I like you a lot. You are like my best friend. If you were gone, I have no idea what I would do with myself."

"That is bullshit."

"If I didn't care, do you think I would be saying these things to you? No, Dark please stay. I need you." I came upfront with my feelings. My heart started to beat fast, making me wonder if I have feelings for him. Something in his rage-y ways makes want to love him. He needs someone to love him too.

"I may be your friend, but no one loves me." He said making me become more sad. Why do I feel bad for him? "No one,"

"I love you!" I shouted. I covered up my mouth hoping that Mark couldn't hear me. Dark grew happy and he gave me a hug, and he doesn't want to let go.

"That's all I ever wanted to hear. I love you too (Y/N)!" He tried to land a kiss on me but I pushed him away. "I thought that you loved me."

"I do, I really do. It's just that I am dating Mark. I can't cheat on Mark. I was afraid to tell you before because I thought that you would try to kill Mark so I can be yours. Now that I know that you appreciate him, I thought that I would have nothing to worry about.

"I understand," Dark said to me even though he is probably lying. "I just want, you." He said softly coming close to me ear. I felt uncomfortable and I moved away from him. I tried my hardest not to just let him love me, because heaven knows that I want that too.

"Maybe there will be a day when I don't love Mark anymore." I tried to cheer him up, but he saw right through my lie.

"You guys were like made for each other. Everything about you two is perfect. What I would give to be Mark right now." He admitted to himself.

"You never know. Anything can happen." It also broke my heart to think about this. I love Mark, and I never want to let him go.

The choices are hard, but they make you human.