Lost (Mark/Darkiplier X Reader)

Chapter 28

(Y/N): Ashley... did I do something wrong?

She didn't want to talk to me. I still have no clue why. If anything the situation affected me more than it affects her. All I want is for her to respond to me. Everything feels like a blur at this moment and I need her to clear some things up.

(Y/N): Please respond to me. What are you so upset about? Everything is fine between Dark and I if that is what you are worried about.

(Y/N): Please. Talk to me.

(Y/N): I'm lonely.

I stayed by my phone all day wishing that she would respond to me. I have been isolated all day, I just want someone to talk to that isn't Mark or Dark. I don't know when things will ever get better between us.

I was resting on my back on my bed. The ceiling is really interesting when you stare at it for an hour pondering about life and shit. Click hits midnight. I need sleep. Then, my phone makes a noise. It scared me and I hopped up exited to check what it was. My mind was praying that it was a text, and it was.

Ashley: Sorry I left. Let me explain. I haven't been 100 percent honest with you either. When I was a little kid, there was this man who lived by us. He was strange and he was always stare at me whenever I would play outside. One day when I was playing he found out that my parents weren't home. So he thought it would be fun if I went to his house to play a game. Apparently that game was 'go and suck my dick.' I was an idiot and I did as he told me to. After that he wanted to see me more and more. So I did. So that is the reason why I don't like to go outside much. I just stay in and play videogames. They make me forget the past. When you told me about Dark, everything came back to me. I got scared again. I'm sorry, I just couldn't handle it. I'm also sorry that this is such a long ass text.

(Y/N): I had no idea. Don't be sorry. I'm the one who should be sorry for you.

Ashley: I just want to forget it.

(Y/N): I understand.

Ashley and I talked again for a long time. We tried to patch everything up to the best of our ability. She seemed happier by the end of our talk. I was a lot happier too. My friend was actually being my friend again.

We stayed up to about three in the morning talking. I was so tired, but I could stop texting her. She is so funny and just makes my life so much better.

After I finally had the chance to sleep, I was awoken with a knock at my door. Great. "Come in." I said politely.

The door opened and Dark was placed on the other side. "Hey." He spoke as if he just woke up himself. "Is this a bad time?"

"No." I told him. "I'm just tired as fuck, that's all."

"I know how you feel."

"Yeah."

"So,"

"What did you want?"

"Right," he said snapping back into reality. He walked towards me and closed the door behind him. He had a mysterious look on his face like he had something planned. (A/N: No, this is not smut you perv.)

"I know you broke up with Mark."

I rolled my eyes at him, "Don't bring it up. I miss him more than anything in the entire world. I know we live in the same house, but he feels like a million miles away."

He noticed I was deep in thought about Mark. No one will really know how much I miss him. My heart feels pain unlike any other. "I know that you told me that you love me."

"Yeah."

"So,"

"Spit it out already!"

"Fine!" Dark became defensive of himself. His tone of voice became a little more mad but he calmed himself down. "Since we have these certain circumstances, I was wondering if you would want to date me."

Fury rose throughout my whole body like never before. "After I tell you that I really miss Mark, you try to make a move on me? No! You tried to fucking kill me! Why would I date someone who tries to murder me! No way! I care about you, but I only said half of those fucking words so you wouldn't go commit suicide! I 'love you' like a son loves his mom. I don't love you like a husband loves his wife." All of the lies built up inside of me. I do love him like a husband loves his wife. I just don't want to admit that right now. I don't want to make a commitment that I can't fulfil. Maybe this is showing that he isn't good enough for me. I don't want someone who's going to start a fight with me every day.

I looked down at my legs not wanting to confront Dark. "I'm sorry. I can't. It hasn't been long enough since Mark left me for me to get over him. He is the light of my life. Now he was blown himself out. And it makes me so sad."

He nods his head. "Okay, (Y/N). I'm sorry for asking."

"No, don't be. I'm just too good looking that everyone wants a piece of me, right?" I said trying to lighten the mood. (A/N: That is true. You are beautiful.)

Dark laughed a little bit bit it was more out of pity than anything. "I guess I should leave you alone then."

"You can either leave me alone or sit in awkward silence. Your choice."

Dark chose to leave.

Time will heal all wounds. Hopefully...