Lost (Mark/Darkiplier X Reader)

Chapter 30

(A/N: I have a very odd and random question to ask if you. Is it wrong that I am 14 and I REALLY enjoy reading smut? I know other teenagers who do, but they don't take as much pleasure out of it as I do. Is this normal? I need answers!!!! Also as of this chapter, this story has 32,859 words. That's a lot of words... On with the story!)

My eyes awoke in a hospital room. Everything was confusing. I was alone, so no one was there to answer any questions that I had. Many machines were blocked up to me, and I had no idea what they do. My head rested on the flat pillow below my head, I felt exhausted.

About twenty minutes later I was greeted by a doctor. "You're awake." The doctor said.

"Yeah, I'm awake." I spoke in pain. "Is it a big surprise that I'm awake? If anything I should be dead."

"Well, Ms. (L/N), you suffered from a drug overdose and it sent you into a coma. You are lucky to be alive."

His new stunned me. I was in a coma? The first question that came to mind was quite obvious, "How long?"

"Two weeks."

Two weeks? I was sleeping for two fucking weeks? "This can't be happening." I said with more surprise than I have ever had in my entire life. Where was Mark? Is he okay? Is he still uploading videos?

The doctor looked at his papers that were placed in his hand. "You seem to be doing very well. It's a miracle. Don't worry, Mark Fischbach has been contacted so he is aware that you have awoken."

I could just imagine how he reacted. "Is he coming to see me?"

"Yes, he said that he would get here as fast as he could. I will leave you alone for a little while so you can just comprehend some things. I'm sure you are very confused."

I lay there in the bed and just thought about things. The last thing my memory could recall was Mark holding me on the ground calling 911. What happened after that is all a blur. I think I remember something about police handcuffing Mark, but I'm not one hundred percent sure. Does Dark know about all of this? Does Ashley know? Am I allowed to move? Can I do anything? Without thinking twice I grab my phone which was luckily laying arms length away from me.

16 missed messages. Ten from Mark, six from Ashley. I see Ashley's text first.

Ashley: Hey, (Y/N), what's up?
You haven't responded in a day.
Is there something wrong?
Did I do something?
(Y/N) is been a week, I'm worried.
Mark told me. I'm sorry.

I forgot that I gave Ashley Mark's phone number a while ago. Why did I do that? I don't remember the exact reason. Then came Mark's texts.

Mark: I'm so sorry.
If I would have told you before, this would have never happened.
I still love you.
I never want you to leave me, I just got a little jealous.
Please take me back.
I hope you wake up soon.
My mind keeps wondering what would happen if you never wake up. I'm not going to think about that.
I can't stop thinking about it.
I love you so much.
Do you love me?

Mark's text made my eyes water. I have been depressed all this time when Mark still loved me? This is all my fault. If I would have taken some time to talk to him I would be okay, I wouldn't be in this hospital bed. Now I missed out on two weeks of my life. I'm such an idiot.

Then something stuck me, it was strange. There was a text from Dark. How the hell did he get my number? I don't remember telling him or anything.

Dark: That's what you get for not being my girlfriend. I could have showed you undying love and affection. I could have made you happy. I hope you never wake up.

I felt like chucking my phone at the wall. It is the closest feeling I could have to putting a knife to Dark's throat. I wanted to scream but I didn't want to bother other people. I fucking hate him. Why did I ever say that I loved him. He probably wanted to date me so he could show me off to the world. I'm not going to sit here and be his little toy.

Rage filled my body unlike anything other. Now I know what it feels like for Mark to play I am Bread. I read his text over and over, each word embedded into my mind. I don't care. I don't care. I tried to tell myself over and over. I shouldn't care, but I do.

A knock was placed on my door as Mark's voiced followed, "Can I come in." Without me answering he opened the door and saw me helpless on the hospital bed. He saw the tears that were placed across my face and the rage infused into my eyes.

"Hi," I tried to speak, "I saw your texts." That's all that needed to be said. Mark came over to me and tried to give me a hug. Wires and machines were in the way so he struggled, but he made it work.

"Well?"

"I love you too." I told him as a smile spread across my face. I forgot all about Dark and his stupid text and I could only focus on Mark. I was so glad that he was here with me in this moment. He is the only person that I can stand to even look at.

"Will you be my girlfriend?" He asked in such a cute way there was only one thing I could say in return.

"Yes."

"Just who's inside of me? The monster pulling strings." Tokyo Ghoul Unravel English Version.