Lost (Mark/Darkiplier X Reader)

Chapter 47

Months have passed by with Mark, and to be honest I couldn't be happier. Obviously, we fight every now and then, but all couples do that. Out of all the fighting that we do, in the end our love for each other always seems to push through. 

I have grown much closer to Ali. We have become very good friends. About a month ago Mark allowed me to go and visit her in Cincinnati. She even recently started her own YouTube channel. While I visited her I had the opportunity to be in one of her videos. Surprisingly, she hasn't leaked anything about Dark yet. Also, now that I think about it she still believes that I was drunk out of my mind. Maybe I should tell her the truth. 

My contact with Ashley has slowed down over time, but I try to make it a priority to not exclude her from anything. I haven't seen her in person in a while and it really upsets me. She called me a little while back that she thinks she found the perfect guy for her. I wonder how things are going now? I really want to meet this 'perfect guy.' I don't even know his name. Wow, that shows you what a great friend I am. 

Anyway, Cities of Love has skyrocketed exponentially. I have been lucky enough to get the opportunity to travel across the states, and even out of the country. I went to England for the first time and damn, it was so beautiful. Mark has become extremely proud of what this whole thing has turned into, and I am very proud of it too. I firmly believe that together we have spread some love across many different cities. 

Last but not least, I have even started my own YouTube channel. I have grown to have over 2 million subscribers to this date. Most people would say that the only reason I am successful is because I am dating Mark. Honestly, I would agree with them. Mark did help me reach these fantastic milestones. But, sometimes I wish that he hadn't. I don't want people to watch my content just because I am with a 'celebrity.' I want them to watch my shit because they like me and my personality. I mean, yeah, there are people who do watch my videos just for me, but the majority come from Mark. 

I don't want to sound like I am complaining. I have absolutely the best life in the entire world and I wouldn't change it for anything. All I want is to have my channel focused on me. I get so much hate in the comments that I have threatened to turn them off. I know that wasn't a very smart move on my part. Then people just attacked me more. "Ignore the hate," Mark would always say, but sometimes it's easier said than done. 

(A/N: I'm sorry for how short this chapter was, but I thought it would be just something to catch you up on everything that has been happening. There should be some good stuff in the future so just wait!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)