Pearce (@pearson_)

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Pearce...i don't know where to start on what to write about you.

Damn, you and me at the beginning...

we hated each other.

All that mean stuff we said haha.

And then that first time you said that you're going cause you were trying to be nice when i was being mean.

-laughs- & then we got all mushy and said we were sorry to each other.

That's messed up lol

As i got to know you, a lot went through my mind.

When i say that i mean a lot.

Some of them turned out to be proven wrong.

You made up a nickname for me...nips -.-

I don't even know why you stuck to that nickname for me.

You are amazing as hell.

You are a strong guy. 

Inside and out.

You are hilarious.

You make me frekin smile.

You make me laugh with all your animal terms.

You're so random and a douchebag at times.

But hey, i can act like a bitch at one point or another.

And yes i just admitted that.

All those times you got upset and just wanted to leave...

that made me try to get you back all the more.

I didn't want you to delete.

I didn't want you to leave.

I didn't want you to say all those negative stuff.

I want and will be by your side every step of the frekin way.

Whether you like it or not, i'm sticking by you.

You're one of my best guy friends.

Thank god we aren't those type of people to have awkward conversations.

I could go on and on.

I call you so many names haha it's hilarious.

From now on though you're my "one of a kind" anteater. :)

I'm your supposed nips. -rolls eyes-

Anyways, back to the story (even though its not)

When i found out you had cancer...

you don't even wanna know pearce...

my heart just shattered.

Right when i thought things are ok and happy,

it went back to being bad.

You were just there for me and comforting me through the hard times.

But i found out you have cancer.

You have no idea how much i cried.

You mean a lot to me.

And to lose another person that frekin matters a lot to me...ya...no.

I'm not letting it happen.

Cause yano why?

You're going to be strong about this.

You're going to get through this.

You're going to make it, hell you've been making it the past 3 frekin years.

You always gave me a vibe that you're the type of person that can beat a person up if needed.

You can stand up for yourself.

You can say whatever you want to a person and wouldn't care.

That's what made me know that you're strong.

And to officially prove that to me, you're going to be strong about this and make it.

If you gave in and just didn't care anymore, do you know what i would think?

I'd think that you're a wimp.

That you didn't try.

Heck you're like my hero i mean i bet it's miserable being sick but you've made it this far.

That amazes me.

#isupportpearce 

#staystrong

Great...i'm rambling on and on...

sorry? >.<

i have like a bunch more stuff to say...

but yano it'll take forever to finish.

So i'll stop here

But pearce...know that you're amazing.

so always stay frekin amazing.

You can tell me anything pearce, i'm always here for you.

I'm serious...-laughs-

Love you anteater!

~Your one and only nips :)

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