Against The Rules (Clexa)

Chapter 17

Lexa P.O.V

as i walked along the path, everything sorted to go blurry, i would have to often steady myself with a wall. what was happening, why now, why did everyone lie to me, they told me she was dead. she is dead. its just a look alike. i pulled the photo out and stared into it her hair was long, but still a golden blonde, the image was kinda blurry, or was that just me. i looked up to see people looking at me weirdly, and so i carried on walking trying to keep my balance with my head down. i pulled out my phone and called Anya

"Lexa where a-"

"where is this"

"you can't go an-"

"Where the fuck is this" i raised my voice causing people to stare but i just kept walking

"it the HBO office in new york" and with that i hung up and dialled a number i haven't called in a long time

"hey James? can you bring me my car?"

"Lexa? is that you? where are you"

"ill text you the address, we can talk when you get here"

"but your pare-"

"james please"

"okay" he hung up and i made my was to the street corner and texted the address to him

it my 15th birthday today, dad said he would she me his office after school, well its not really school, i get homeschooled as my parents don't want me being seen in public as they want to shelled me from the media, or something like that. i had a personal tutor for each subject. when it was finished i went to run up the large staircase but i was stopped by my butler "Lexa, no running in the house"

"you're so boring James" he looked at me with a smirk on his face, he had a small amount of stubble and dark brown hair jelled back, he had brown eyes , he was in his mid 30's

"your father will be late home, instead do you wish to play outside"

"he's always late and okay, lets playyyyyyy basketball" i pushed past James and ran into my room and threw on my lakers basket ball kit. i went outside to see named in his suit but he had taken off his jacket and rolled up his sleeves and trousers, he was dribbling a ball while he waited for me, i then ran towards him and stole the ball and dunked it into the basket. I started to circle James

"Whoooop whooooppp I am the champion" but as I did this James pushed me aside and grabbed the ball and threw it into the hoop

"That's not fair"

"Sorry kid, life ain't fair, it may be your birthday but that docent change the fact that life is gunna fuck you up the ass"

"you know james, if my parents heard you talking to me like that, you would get sacked"

"well if i got sacked, you wouldn't have anyone to sneak out and teach you how to drive" i looked at him with a wide smile, James was like my best friend, i told him everything and he listened, today i am planning to tell him about my girlfriend Lucy. she goes to my martial arts class, sometime we skip class and just hang out in the forest near by.

it was 5 now and my dad called me to say that he cant take me to his office as he is working late and my mum is out doing a shoot or something.

"James" i called him from my room, he opened my door and peered in

"yes lexa?"

"can i talk to you" he walked in and sat beside me on my bed

"of course"

"i ummmm, i have ummmm i have"

"Aids?" i looked at him and punched him in the arm as he laughed

"no, i have a girlfriend" i said the last part in a whisper in hopes he would not hear, i looked up to see his shocked expression, my heart was racing and my hands began to sweat. James the put he hand on my knee reassuringly and looked at me with a smile

"whats her name?" i looked at him in confusion

"what? no 'what is wrong with you satan spawn' or 'thats disgusting and un natural'" he laughed as he shook his head to say no

"of course not, but your parents, now that would be a different story"

after an hour or so James finally arrived, he hasn't really changed in the past 2 years apart from a couple of white hairs. he stopped the black audi R8 that i got just before i was sent to the school. James got out of the car and engulfed me into a warm hug

"you have changed so much, look at you" i looked at him with a sad smile

"i missed you James"

"and i you Lexa" i got into the car and he got into the passenger side "Lexa? whats wrong, why would you risk calling me?"

"Its Costia" he looked at me confused, i didn't start dating Costia until i came to the school and so of course he's confused "Costia is my ex that i thought died" i looked at him and his face was riddled with guilt, but i attempted to hide it but i could see right through him "James? what do you know?" he stayed silent, his eyes glued on the road, where i should probably looking. he knew something abut Costia.

 we began to head toward the airport when "LEXA LOOK OUT" James shouted as he pointed to the person  crossing the road, i slammed my foot on the break and the girls hand pushed against the front of the car 

"Look where you're going asshole" the girl said wait i know that voice 

"Clarke?!?" her head shot up, her face once filled with anger changed to confusion as she inspected both the car and James. i jumped out the car to check if Clarke was okay but anger then filled her face again "What the fuck is going on Lexa? please talk to me?" i opened my mouth to say something but Clarke began to talk again "let me guess, you can't tell me" i closed my mouth and looked to the floor, when i looked back up Clarke had walked away. why is everything so fucked up?

Sorry about the mistakes, i did not proof read