Against The Rules (Clexa)

Chapter 4

Clarke P.O.V
I quickly stand up breaking eye contact with Lexa and quickly shuffle out the bathroom, I glance behind me to see Lexa looking a bit pissed, as she walked passed the boy who broke our moment she gave him a glare. What am I doing, I can't have feelings for Lexa I mean she's a girl and I'm a girl and I'm not like that. I confidently walk to the counter where the drinks are laid out, I take a whole bottle of vodka, I attempt to down it, I feel the burning sensation going down my throat and to my stomach, I only manage to drink half of it, when I open my eyes and place the bottle down I see that every one is looking at me in amazement, they start cheering and chanting for me to finish the whole bottle, and so I do as the crowd asks and I finish it, the burning gets bigger but I ignore it and walking to the centre of the floor, trying my hardest not to fall, I throw my arms up in the air and scream, I'm wasted and I want to have fun.

Lexa P.O.V
Why am I so hung up on Clarke, I mean I can't stop thinking about her and the moment in the bathroom, I wanted to kiss her so bad, but why didn't i, when I'm around her it's like I lose my game. As I walk out I see Clarke chugging vodka and dancing like an idiot, but a cute idiot. I walk over to wall and lean against it with one foot pressed against the wall, I watch her dance and I can't help but smile, I feel kinda creepy though, I mean I am staring and smiling at a drunk girl dancing. My thoughts are stopped when Anya slides next to me and nudges my elbow

"So you like the new girl"

"Puffffft what makes you say that?"

"You are looking at her like and old man pervert"

"No I am not"

She gives me a loom with a raised eyebrow

"Fine maybe a little, but how can you not I mean look at her"

She then joins me watching Clarke

"Why don't you just go over there and do your thing and lay your smooth moves on her" she says with a laugh

"I can't"

"What do you mean you can't, you have done it with all the other girls and they couldn't resist you"

"Clarke is different, she deserves more than just my sloppy game plus she's not into me like that"

"Daym, you caught it hard didn't you"

"Caught what?"

"Feelings............love feelings" she says this in the most sloppy way possible

"No shut up" I push her away but she just comes right back

"Clarke Woods, it's got a nice ring to it"

"Goodbye Anya" I start to walk away but Anya grabs my arm

"Lexa I'm sorry come back" she says while laughing

I push her hand off me and I carry on walking, I make my way to the door and reach out for the handle when someone places their hand on my shoulder

"Anya can yo-"

I turn to see Clarke, I freeze speechless. Act cool Lexa act cool

"Oh sorry princess, I gotta run but have fun with your dancing" I let out a small laugh but Clarke's face stays like a puppy

"Don't go Lexa, stay" it was obvious she was really drunk and probably not going to remember this in the morning

"Nothing you do will change my mind princess"

"Fine then I'll come with you"

"Clarke no, stay here with your friends"

I then turn and walk out the door, I walk down he hall way until I hear a loud bang behind me I turn to see Clarke laying in the floor

"Clarke I told you to stay"

I helped her up and she looked at me with the beautiful ocean blue eyes

"Well I wanna go with you" 

I give in and start to walk beside her, she is having trouble walking so I put her arm round my neck and help her out of the building, we walk down the street and head for the campus, Clarke started to sing, it's getting hot in here, her voice was beautiful even when drunk 

When we get inside the dorm building her voice fades away and I feel an extra weigh come on my side, I look over to Clarke to see that she passed out, shit where is her dorm I don't know what to do so I pick her up bridal style and take her to my dorm room, it's at the top so I go in the lift. I unlock my door and walk it, I have a whole dorm to myself so I place Clarke down on the double bed I pull the covers over her and admire her for a moment, her hair was messy but still had its natural waves, I walk over to my closet and change in to my pyjamas which is a white v neck shirt and shorts, I grab the pillow on the other side of the bed and go to my sofa 

"Lexaaaaaaaaaaaa" Clarkes voice was soft and adorable, I turned to look at her

"Yes princess"

"Come here" I walk over to her with my pillow still in hand, she pats the space next to her with a large smile on her face

"Fine" 

I lay beside her facing the ceiling but I make sure I'm as far away from her as possible, I don't want her freaking out when she wakes up. Suddenly I feel a warm breath on my back and a arm lay across my stomach, she places her head on my shoulder and intertwines our legs, at first I panic as I'm afraid what she will say when sober, but after a while her breath on my neck relaxes me and I fall asleep