FullMetal Alchemist Falling in love with Envy

Surrendering my body(Unedited)

Chapter fourteen

Surrendering my body

*(PG15)*

          It was dark and the weather suddenly turned into a stormy windy one. I couldn't sleep because of all the bad nightmares I was having. I took a pill from the ones Envy left for me to have... I knew I had to sleep next to him to feel better. I made my way to Envy's room and knocked on the door that was already open.

"E...Envy?"

"Uh? What is it Beauty?" Envy answered in a sleepy voice.

"Can I sleep next to you tonight?"

"Sleep next to... Yeah sure, of course you can."

I went into his room and slept next to him on the bed, snuggling into him while he hugged me.

"Envy..." I said with a smile on my face.

"Yes?"

"Goodnight."

He pulled me closer after wishing him goodnight and I could tell that he smiled.

I couldn't sleep, but Envy was definitely sleeping. I wanted to kiss him; touch his body; feel his skin on mine. I managed to get out of his hug and lay in a way that I can face him when he was sleeping. His face, so calm with those sweet sleepy face expressions. Those lips that I long for so much, those eyes that I wish would open up so that I can enjoy their perfect purple color. He was sleeping on his stomach, the sheet only covering him from the waist. His amazing muscular body, yet at the same time so smooth and fit. I placed my hand on his back while he was sleeping, to get that amazing feeling when our bodies touch. He opened his eyes slowly but still was half asleep.

"Shhh, you're just dreaming."I said to him while smiling.

He smiled back at me and said.

"Nice try." He then stretched while still lying down and said. "What? No kiss?"

I smiled at him then sat on the bed. I rubbed my eyes and stretched as well.

"You alright?" he said to me as he sat on the bed, he was behind me in just a few inches but was able to see my face. "Can't sleep?"

"I keep having these nightmares and I can't stop hearing the sound of that bullet." I said while rubbing my forehead.

He placed his left hand on my left shoulder and his right hand on my right arm; gently placed his lips on my right shoulder and with a kiss gave me a sweet sensation that trembled my body. He moved my hair to my left shoulder and continued kissing me to my neck. My heart was pounding the entire time; having a person that you desire and that desires you seemed too good to be true. I slowly turned to face him. He didn't hesitate to look into my eyes before planting his lips on mine. The kiss was unbearably good; it felt different for some reason but it was amazingly good. He curled his fingers in my hair and pulled me closer to his lips, with his other hand he slowly moved it under my shirt; as if he was asking permission to do so and waited me to stop him if I didn't want to. But I surrendered to him.

He slowly undressed me; as the top of my body was now revealed Envy never stopped kissing me. He gently pushed me till I was sleeping on my back. His lips crawled all the way to my stomach, passing on my neck and breasts. With his tongue he made a circle movement around my belly button and with his right hand, he slid from my torso to my thigh; moving that part of my body till he was between my legs.

His kisses moved gently to my right thigh without stopping his hand from caressing it. While slowly rising his kisses up, I was getting butterflies in my stomach. His hand left my thigh and touched my underwear and slowly began to pull it down. My face was getting red and I was enjoying everything to the max. I was now completely undressed and between Envy's arms. He got back to my lips and kissed them hard; I placed my hand on his back and slowly crawled them to his waist where I found his boxers and slowly took them off.

He broke the kiss and looked at me with a desire in his eyes; I was trembling of fear and excitement when he did and I could tell that he noticed.

Slowly I felt him push himself inside me; at that moment I forgot the entire world and focused on one thing. Was I ready to lose my virginity? I wanted his body so bad but I was afraid. This new person suddenly entered my life and was now with me in bed giving me some time to decide whether I should let him be the one or stop him.

I felt pressure and pain while he was taking away my innocence but the pain was enjoyable. I was feeling so warm and my body was heating up. I couldn't hold in the small moans that I released from time to time. I felt like a bubbling volcano that was waiting to erupt. I wanted this to be over with but at the same time I wanted it to last. I held to his body while it was on top of me and waited.

Finally the pain was over and so were my days of being an innocent girl. I gasped for air and opened my eyes to meet his.

"Did I hurt you?"He said with a smirk

He kissed me roughly and touched my body from top to bottom. I felt him inside me; it was a moment I longed for so much, the feeling of having my body being pleased by someone else's in the most desirable way and the most natural. Some people call it sex; I call it making love since it was someone I loved that was dealing with my body.

His face expressions turned into ones of pleasure, I wasn't the only one moaning anymore; Envy was as well. The smell of his skin; the sound of his moans; the taste of his moist kisses; it was all giving me an amazing sense of belonging with his body. My left leg caressed his right leg while he was on top of me; moving up and down before he took it and held it with his left hand and touched my thigh from my knee to my waist. He pulled me up till I was on his lap with him sitting on his knees on the bed. He pulled my face to his so that our lips would meet again; kissing was a movement I never got tired of. He never stopped moving inside me, and I never stopped him from giving me that amazing feeling when he did so. It was rough but gentle at the same time and I loved the way his body was mingling with mine. When his face expressions hardened, he pushed me roughly to the bed again and moved faster. Our bodies were on fire, we were sweating and we were enjoying every single second. My moaning was getting louder and louder as the pleasure over dosed; until it was done and I felt him release it inside me.

He stopped and released a hard moan before gasping for air and he gently lost balance on my body. His head landed on my shoulder as he collapsed. I hugged him while trying to gasp for air as well. He turned to the side and we were in the same pose we were in when I first came into the room. He kept his eyes closed and pulled me closer to his body.

We slept; together.