WORKING FOR CAMERON DALLAS *BWWM

Chapter 25: My First

Now that Cameron's secret has been revealed, Cene must try and cope with the new changes. And in order to do that, she must accept what he has to tell her next!

This chapter is a filler...sort of NSFW. All members, read responsibly, at your own risk. ;)

I don't take any time to look at Cameron's old room. I just stand in the middle of it, waiting for his response. I hold myself, feeling violated and let down. Cameron struggles on how to get started and stutters really badly, initially. So bad, that I have to tell him to take a deep breath.

"Just breathe babe. It's okay." I cup his cheek with my hand.

He breathes a big breath. I can feel his fingers shaking. He's red and on the verge of over sweating. He begins to unbutton his shirt, in a hurry because he's lightweight hyperventilating and having a heat stroke . Cameron takes it off and throws it in the corner. Now, he's shirtless....not helping much. He wiggles out his nervousness and looks me in the eye. This is obviously a really big deal for him.

"I'm sorry for not telling you..."He manages to get out. "And I'm sorry for lying.." Cameron sounds like a young child. He starts blinking really fast, repeatedly and it's starting to form tears.

He begins to wipe them away before they surface, but this only makes more come. "Cene.." He rubs his eyes vigorously. I walk up to him. I've never seen him so vulnerable. 

"Come here." I pull Cam into a soft hug. He uses this to literally cry on my shoulder. I start to feel so bad for him. "Let it out. Let it all out." I tell him.

After a few minutes of standing and hugging, I pull him to sit on the bed. I take off my heels and sit with my feet up.

Cameron's eyes are puffy and red. He sniffs and I have to get him some tissues. I rub his back as he tries not to keep looking at me.

"I just didn't want you to leave me. I couldn't take anyone else leaving me." He finally reveals. Cameron sounds like his normal, manly self now.

"Well, you did everything to push me away without me even knowing you had a kid. You're were doing it all wrong, anyway." I smile.

"I know."

"So tell me more about him." I say, friendlily. 

Cameron looks a little surprised that I'm asking to speak about his son. "He's..2. I had him two years ago."

"No sh*t!" I joke.

"And he's my everything." It was so cute to hear him say that.

"What's his name?"

"...Cameron."

I start laughing because it's so cute. "He's a junior, awww."

"He's the prince." Cameron is finally able to crack a small smile when he talks about his son. "I'm sorry you had to find out this way. I wanted a more formal meeting."

"So you bombard me with all your family in one place?"

"This is not even half of them." He informs.

"Goodness." I giggle.

Cameron turns to me and rubs my leg over my skirt.

"Who else knows?" I ask.

"Uhm...Aaron...and Shai, of course."

"That makes sense. That's who you're closest to."

"So baby Cameron is more of the reason I was gonna quit. I need to take more care of him. My mom's been doing all the work."