hi, so this one shot and the next one are my so called 'KAFTIN ft. CYD' chronicles, hehe. so as you can see, we don't really know what's happening behind close doors so I made two possibilities? hehe, just enjoy this one, the first version.
" kung 'di mo ako mahal, sana 'di mo na lang ako pinaasa. "
bad blood by taylor swift
(so this one was requested almost by everybody so)
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CYD
Mamatay na lahat ng paasa diyan, kasi ayaw ko ng may dumaan pa sa dinaan ko.
Pinaglaruan. Pinaasa. Sinaktan. Iniwan.
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They were official.
Yan yung mga salita na paulit ulit na nagrereplay sa utak ni Cyd. She didn't know how to react. She didn't know na ganito ang kalalabasan. Kasi ang akala ni Cyd, siya yung babagsakan sa huli.
Cyd was in her room sa dorm nila, staring at her cellphone screen as she stared at that paasa's message sa group chat nila magteammates. Buti na lang siya lang mag-isa dito ngayon. Yung iba kasi, gumala na. Eh, pagod pa si Cyd sa byahe.
KAFtain: it's official, tin and I !!
And sunod sunod naman yung pag cocongratulate kay Kim.
Ara G: Kimmang! Happy for youuu
Yeye: Whiiie, ako match maker niyo. HAHAHA!
Mowks: Congrats, Kimmy! May you be happy.
KKD: Wow kaf, may di na-inform lagot ka.
Natawa si Cyd sa reply ni Kianna. But her laughter left her when she remembered what happened. Pucha, sila na. She can't comprehend it. She haven't replied to the group chat. She has no intention of replying. She couldn't say that "I'm happy for you!" because she would be lying.
The moment she read that message, she was just...gone. Alam mo yung feeling na parang nahulog yung puso mo? Alam mo yung feeling na pinipigilan mo na lang yung mga luha mo because she isn't worth yout tears? Alam mo yung feeling na ang sakit pero wala ka namang karapatan masaktan?
Cyd was numb. Fuck, she was hurt. Akala niya siya. Akala niya seryoso si Kim. 'Di man lang siya nainform na landian lang pala. Sineryoso ni Cyd, eh.
And finally, her eyes betrayed her as the first tear dropped. Cyd didn't know why she was hurt. It wasn't like Kim was cheating at her. Ni 'di nga naging sila, eh. Cyd felt the raw pain of love, and she was close to swearing that she wouldn't love again.
She laid down on her bed and grabbed the pillow by her arm and put it over her face and screamed. Bakit ba ang tanga niya? Bakit akala niya na minahal din siya ni Kim? Bakit akala niya na higit pa sa kaibigan ang tingin sa kanya nito?
Someone knocked on the door and Cyd didn't want anyone to go into her room for now. So she just screamed, not caring who that person is. The person just kept knocking until it spoke.
