" strangers with memories and broken hearts are what we are. "
close as strangers by 5 seconds of summer
~~~~~
KIM
and she's slowly slipping away from me.
••••
Six weeks. It's been six weeks since Cyd left the country. Six weeks since she went to Japan to study for a while. Six weeks since things between her and Cyd are a mess. Six weeks since she felt lonely.
Kim sighed and rubbed her face. It's quite depressing, honestly. She's stressed with work, her rocky relationship with her girlfriend right now, and everything just seems to follow each bad day that happens to her just like a domino effect.
Ang masakit pa, before Cyd left, they fought and really, they haven't settled things. Yes, they still talk from time to time. Whether skype, text, chat or calls. As much as she hates to admit it, she felt as if like Cyd was slowly drifting apart. But Kim doesn't want to end things between them.
" Kim naman, alam mo kung bakit ko 'to kailangan gawin! " Cyd shouted while rubbing her face in frustration.
Cyd was already packing her stuff, kasi kinabukasan na ang flight niya. Nung una, Kim was okay with Cyd leaving. But right now? No. Not when their relationship is a mess.
" Oo, Cyd, alam ko nama kung bakit pero please, ayusin muna natin yung relasyon natin! Hindi yung iiwan mo ako na 'di ko man lang alam kung may tayo pa! "
Cyd stopped packing, her hands froze. She slowly turned to Kim who was leaning on the wall, looking mad and angry. Cyd shook her head.
" It isn't working anymore. Wala na tayong time para sa isa't isa, Kim, and ikaw mismo alam m- "
" Ikaw yung walang time para sa akin! " Kim finally shouted which made Cyd look at her like she doesn't know who the hell Kim is.
" Ako? Kim, sana naman naii- "
" Ako, Cyd, kaya ko ibigay lahat ng oras sa mundo. Kahit busy ako, kahit may importanteng gagawin, nag hahanap ako ng oras para lang matanong sa'yo kung musta ka na, kung kumain ka na. " Kim whispered.
" Pero Cyd naman, sana man lang maramdaman ko din na gusto mo din na gumana yung relasyon natin. Hindi lang yung ako lang ng ako ang nag eeffort! "
" So, pagod ka na? Ganun ba, Kim? " Cyd shouted.
" Tangina Cyd! Wag mo binabago yung sinasabi ko! "
Kim shouted so loud that Cyd flinched and was taken aback by what Kim said.
Kim's face softened and Cyd sighed. This was by far their worst and most vocal fight. Tomorrow, Cyd's leaving and here they are, fighting.
Cyd closed her eyes.
" Kim, kung mahal mo ako, maiintindihan mo ako. "
