super super super short! pang good vibes lang!
" and here, my love, are my little words for you. "
little do you know by alex and sierra
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KIM
six unsent letters for the person I love.
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ONE;
March 23, 2016.
Dear Thea,
Didit! Thank you for today. Thank you for accompanying me. Thank you for making me smile today. Well, you always make me smile. And I don't even know why I'm writing you this letter. I wouldn't even have the balls to give it to you. Eh, wala nga naman akong balls... HAHAHAHA! joke lang! But seriously.
I like you. And it hurts na hanggang friends lang tingin mo sa akin. And moments like kanina, well, those moments make me feel that we're inlove. And I'm thankful because you give me those kinds of moments. Looking forward for more!
Love,
Kimmy.
TWO;
April 4, 2016
Dear Thea,
Today, sa training, umiyak ako sa iyo. Because nagalit sa akin si coach and at the same time, I failed a major exam. Wala na atang direksyon buhay ko. I'm so thankfuk that you were there. Well, I'm always thankful for you.
You hugged me so tight and you told me that I can do it. That kaya kong bumawi. And for the first time, I actually felt that I could do something right. That I could amount to something. Thank you for believing in me.
Love,
Kimmy.
THREE;
April 22, 2016
Dear Thea,
I'm sorry. I'm sorry that I got mad at you. I'm sorry that I shouted at you when I saw you with him. I'm sorry. I was jealous. And I know I don't have the rights to be jealous. But it hurts. It hurts to knoe I'm not the reason behind your smile. I'm sorry.
Love,
Kimmy.
FOUR;
August 18, 2016
Dear Thea,
Finally! This may be the happiest moment of my life. Hearing you say yes was one of the best moments! I remember, a few months back that I was jealous of a guy. And week later, you told me you like me. And you've been my happiness for the past few days of my life. I'm thankfuk Didit. I really am.
I can finally call you mine.
Love,
Kimmy.
FIVE;
Sept. 18, 2016
Dear Thea,
It's been so long since I wrote you these letters. Well, bakit ko pa kailangan when I can just call you up and tell you that I love you. Happy first monthsary! I wouldn't send this to you but if you somehow find this, DON'T be surprised because I said I love you.
Yes, Cydthealee Demecillo. I loved you since day one, and the days after that and the moments after that and to how long forever might be, I'll still love you. I love your laugh, your smile, your hair, your calloused hands, your visayan accented voice, your perfect hugs. I love your flaws, I love your perfections. I love you.
And I hope you know by the end od every day, I'll still love you. That's not gonna change. I love you and I always will.
Love,
Kimmy.
SIX;
January 16, 2018
Dear Thea,
It's been almost two years since you said yes.
I still love you.
It's been almost seven months since you said goodbye,
and I still love you.
Love,
Kim.
