suicide || h.s ✔

five - past

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"Where did you get this beer from?" I asked Louis, as he unloaded the car and placed the beers into some coolers.

"Paul brought them over for us. It's our little secret," He said, playfulness filling his voice.

"Hey do you know what's up with Kaylee?" I added on. I watched as Louis stopped putting the cans into the cooler, his body stiffening.

"Uh yeah, sort of," He said, never looking me in the eyes.

"Can you tell me what's wrong with her because earlier she was crying to Niall and that should be me confronting her, not him."

He looked over at me, emotions filling his eyes. "It's not that easy, Harry. I can't tell you something that isn't something for me to tell. When she's ready and she trusts you enough then she will tell you. I wasn't suppose to hear but I did. Let's just say Niall was all Kaylee ever really had and losing him to us wasn't easy for her. I don't know if she even trusts us fully but you just have to take it day by day, man."

I nodded, understanding his words. Once Louis was finished putting the beer cans into the cooler, he got up, patted my shoulder and walked over the fire and chairs. Why do I always seem like I'm always the last to know everything?

***

By two in the morning, most of us were wasted. I was the designated driver so I only had about two beers. I stopped drinking an hour ago and stuck to drinking water. Everyone else was loud and giggly and some of the girls had fallen asleep.

"Are you guys ready to go back?" I asked everyone. They basically all nodded, or tried to nod, and stumbled to the car. I looked over at Kaylee who was laughing up a storm.

"What are you laughing at?" I asked her.

She turned to me, giggling some more. "I don't know. But your eyes are so green. Like..like..like grass!" She snapped her fingers and laughed some more. She held onto her sides, falling into the sand, hysterically laughing. I picked her up and held her against my chest. I didn't find what was so funny about my eyes reminding her of the grass.

"Can we fly back to the hotel?'

I looked down at Kaylee. She was looking up at the sky. She is so wasted.

"Ever wonder why the sky is blue and the stars are purple?"

I laughed. "Baby, the stars aren't purple."

She frowned, "Don't lie to me, Harry Edward Styles"

She tried putting on a serious face. "Fine the stars are purple."

***

Once back at the hotel, everyone had stumbled to their rooms, fighting over who gets what bed. I don't even know what the hell they are talking about.

"Kaylee, come on, time for bed."

She pouted and stuck her tongue out at me, "No, I'm not tired."

I sighed, getting frustrated. Kaylee is really whiny and childish when she's drunk.

"Kaylee let's go."

I went to go and grab her but she ran away from me, running towards the kitchen. I walked after her. She ran ahead of me, jumping up onto the table.

"Ladies and Gentleman, I give you ONE DIRECTION!" She screamed.

She ruffled her hair and flashed a smile. She grabbed a spoon and pretended it was her microphone. "Maybe it's the way she walked.." She paused, "OW! Straight into my heart and stole it, through the doors and past the guards. Just like she already owned it."

Great now she's screaming the lyrics to our song "Best Song Ever".

Halfway through the song, I figured out that she was pretending to be me. Once she got to the end, she started doing the dance moves that we do in the video. Oh my god this is hilarious!

"What's going on out here?" Louis asked, walking sleepily into the kitchen. Once he made it to where he can see Kaylee, he burst out laughing. Soon the whole gang was in the kitchen watching Kaylee. Once she was finished she laid down on the table and fell asleep.

"Well did anyone videotape that?" Zayn asked.

"Yes," I said and scooped up Kaylee into my arms.

"That was so worth getting woken up," Perrie said, walking back to her and Zayn's room.

I walked to my room and placed Kaylee onto my bed. I pulled back the covers and took off her shoes. I placed her underneath the covers and got into bed next to her. Once in the bed, I felt her shift next to me and mumble something.

"What," I whispered.

She turned around and looked at me, tears surrounding her eyes. "Please don't let those girls hurt me"

"What girls?"

"The girls that hurt me."

Puzzled, I just responded with a : "I will never let anything happen to you. I love you"

Shit. I didn't want to say 'I love you" like that. Maybe she didn't hear me? She just smiled and mumbled something back and fell fast asleep.

Kaylee, my love, what girls are hurting you?

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