Life? Life.

When will I see you again?

Today when

The wind is blowing hard that

The hair of

My sister is

Flying through her face

Just like as

Mine does.

Our father

And mother

Strolling hand in hand

Along the bay

Looking for

An awesome cheap drink

To quench the thirst.

There's an edge

To this day

I'm just

Waiting

What is it?

Another disagreement or

Perhaps a glorious

Simple day.

We are happy

So happy

We almost forgot

That

This might be

The last time

I will be able to

Go somewhere to visit places

With them

Because my

Oh my illness

Is getting the best of me

I am sure though

So sure

That this sight

Will be

In my memories

And

This moment

Will be treasured.

It's not like

How I expected

It's painful

And the wish I've asked for my

18th birthday, for me,

To die in my sleep

Is still lingering

Somewhere.

I can feel my bones

Linking tight together

Saving themselves

Sadly

Nothing's working anymore

Even if the medication's

Full boost

Nothing could stop it.

I can sense my hearing

Getting weaker

And weaker

And weaker

Each day.

I can feel my lungs

Giving out and

I can sense my knees

Quiver just as my hands shakes.

I am sure though,

This moment will not be

Forgotten

Especially because

They are enjoying the

Newly-bought chocolate flavored ice cream with sprinkles on top

And I welcome their love

Their love that is

Full of hope,

Of admiration,

Of purity.

I do not wish to say

Goodbye this way

But I have to.

When I was young it's one of the things

I learned,

Sometimes, saying goodbye does not mean forever,

It is just another form of, 'I will see you again.'