How can this be happening? I don’t understand why this is happening to me? Why do people have to die? I’ve lost everything, the only thing I haven’t lost is myself. This went from being a normal boring teen life to realizing that fiction is real. My head is spinning and I’m crying. How can he leave me? Why God, please somebody tell me.
This isn’t my fault! There must be another way. A way around all this madness. I can’t think. This life is continuing to fall, along with my heart and soul.
Blood spots are everywhere, and no matter how much I pinch myself this dream won’t end. Everything went through my mind, from all the months. I’ve been dealing with this for four months and no matter how stupid my story sounds I know its true.
“Kate please stop crying.”
“I can’t!”
“You have to.”
“Please don’t leave me!”
“I’m not getting a choice.” He grinned.
“This isn’t funny, how can you be dying and still laughing at everything?”
“Because I’m strong.”
“Nobody is strong enough to laugh and die!”
“Not if they don’t have you,” He rubbed the back of my hand, “Know that I love you, no matter where I am, or even if I don’t have a heartbeat, I’m going to love you forever.”
Let me rewind to the beginning of this. My name is Katie Simmons, and this is my story, from two years ago, when everything began, and I fell in love with something not so real.
