I Only Meant To Do This To Myself

8 - I Have Become Comfortably Numb

I Have Become Comfortably Numb
Pink Floyd - Comfortably Numb

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Warped. Actual Warped. Actually the actual Warped tour. I'm here, I will meet a shit tonne of bands, fucking MDE and I will finally see Luke and Violet again! Shit man, this is sick as frick.

"Guyyyyyssss!" I shout from the living room of the tour bus, I get a tired reply of "whaaaaat?" From all of pierce. I chuckle. "What do you want for breakfast, I'm cooking. Also, you've got sound check at 1 and it's..." I check the time on my phone, "11 now." I finish.

"French toast?" Vic asks and everyone agrees. I nod and go to make the toast. I put on a pot of coffee whilst I make the mix, adding some cinnamon and nutmeg and heat the butter up in the pan. It didn't take long to make and sprinkle with icing sugar and once I had the food set on the plates in, might I add, a very very aesthetically pleasing fashion. I steamed some milk and poured that on top of the coffee after adding milk and sugar to whoever wanted sugar I'm their coffee. Damn, I should run a restaurant. I call the guys through so as they can eat their breakfast awaiting them on the table.

"None for you?" Jaime asks, giving me puppy dog eyes. I shake my head. "I had some cereal earlier." I lie, lifting a bowl out of the sink that I put a little bit of milk and crumbs in to make it seem as if it was a full bowl of cereal and showing them. They nodded in approval and I went to the fridge to get a bottle of water and went for a walk around the field Warped was set up in. I saw MDE near their merch tent and started walking over to them. I put my ear buds in and listened to a playlist of Pink Floyd, The Rolling Stones, The Cranberries, AC/DC, Nirvana and Guns 'N Roses. I was so lost in my music that I didn't realise that I had bumped into someone and my water was all over them. I quickly took out my ear buds and started gushing apologies.

"Hey hey hey!" They interrupted me, "it's okay, don't worry." They laugh. Wait I recognise that voice. I looked up and nearly fucking died right then and there. "I-uh-okay." I make a lame attempt to say something. I was face to fucking face with non other than Mikey Way. (Okay, so in this book thingie, MCR and MDE are still together and Kurt Cobain is still alive so Nirvana is still going. And there will still be Foo Fighters, will make it so as Dave has two bands or something... Eh, it'll work somehow).

"Hey, wait a minute. You're not suppose to be in here yet." Mikey says, looking skeptical.
"Nah, it's fine. I'm with PTV. They took me in and now I kinda love with them so yeah, that's pretty awesome." I laugh. "Oh, well. I hope to be seeing more of you then." Mikey winked and then walked off to his tour bus. He fucking winked. At me. Mikey fucking Way winked at me. Holy mother of crap.
Shaking the fangirl out of me (internally. I'm not gonna start shaking in public, Jesus.) I carried on walking to MDE. It didn't take long, as I was there within one song.

"Hey!" Alex smiled at me, I returned the smile and greeted her too. "Before you ask why I'm here, I'm with Pierce. They took me in after some shit went down... Long story that I can probably tell you another time." I nervously laugh.
"Nah man it's fine." Kyle says walking over. "So, you doing good?" Shannon asks me and soon all of MDE are near me. "Uhm, I guess." I pause, "I mean, yeah, I'm just... Uh... I'm gonna stop talking now." Fuck. Why do I have to ramble. "It's okay, you'll be fine." Johnnie smiles at me. "Thanks." I smile back.
"So what have to guys doing today?" I ask, regaining confidence.
"Well, I'll be meeting some fans really quickly and then doing interviews." Bryan tells me, I nod. "Cool, matey." I reply.
"The rest of us will just be saying hey to some fans, standing at the merch tent signing stuff and watching bands." Jordan says.
"Awesome."
"And I shall be eating." Jayden cheers and I laugh.
"Well, it was nice meeting you guys but I've got to get back to make sure the man-children we know as Pierce The Veil are ready because they've got sound check soon." I smile and walk off after saying a proper goodbye to all of My Digital Escape.