The Insecurity

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Her eye lashes emerged together at the sensational feeling of his lips on her. She felt her stomach burst out anytime with those churns and somersaults. The ambience of the surrounding suddenly turned gracefully erotic. She could feel the wetness of his mouth over her warm one, as he gently nipped her lower lip with his lips, switching from her lower to upper one, occasionally. With the way he was kissing her, she could interpret a single thing that she has been such inexperienced and naive in these things all this while.He guided her like a pro and she reflexively, followed his flow. No one had ever made her feel so desired. He held her arms tightly and pulled her more closer almost straddling her over his thighs. Passion was the only thing that led them, then. She fought back the urge to moan awfully while he gently sucked on her rose petals and his experienced hands massaged the sides of her stomach. Curse the position in which they were seated, Sanyukta couldn't even move a single of her limbs. Also, half of the credits, to his magical aura and touch. He made her feel like the Queen of the world! Like no one could ever be so happy apart from her at that moment. Her mind couldnt reminiscence the pain she was going through just minutes before. It was all his blamly touches and the musky cologne that hovered over her mind and her heart leaped beats constanly while their lips were moving in a synchronous rhythm. He softly caressed her right cheek with his thumb and index finger and let the other arm hold onto her shivering frame strongly. She heartily provided him with the allowance of conquering her lips wholly and most significantly, she mentally desired him to conquer her soul someday. She wasn't a damsel in distress. She had led her life with a heavy heart filled with wrecked miseries, alone, strong and totally secluded from the world of happiness and serenity. She has been feeling a sudden gratitude towards the Almighty for letting her experience this bliss, she had never thought existed for her.

She sensed his hold over her loosen at a particular moment and his lips part away, partially kept still, brushing over her.
She suddenly felt a hollow in her stomach and all she did was to clutch him tight, as if he'd vanish in thin air if not kept binded. The next moment, she felt everything blackout! His touch seemed to be a distant thing then. She felt her heart wrench with fear and her eyes burst out in downpour of fresh saline droplets. She could feel her countenance getting drenched with the hot liquid but she could do nothing but wail. Louder and louder! Though her lungs sucked in air haphazardly, suffocation and dizziness engulfed her surrounding and she jolted up from the bed, sweating profusely, her lips chanting a single name.

"Randhirrrrr...." She looked hither and tither but he was nowhere to be located and she was safe and sound, sleeping in her own apartment, in her own bed. She jumped up from the bed in a blink and ran off towards his room. She felt her cheeks dampened as she touched her face, and all her heart wanted then was to see him secured.

"Randhirr.. Ran...dhir... Randhir..." She barged onto his room where he was sleeping soundly after the hectic mid night culinary skill display with her and literally hopped over him and clutched him tight.

Randhir felt the sudden appearance of a heavy weight over his frame in sleep and he just twisted his body a bit but the next moment, his ears reverberated with certainn sniffs and he instantly jolted up from his sleep only to view a dishevelled Sanyukta with blood red eyes, hovering over him. She has been crying all this while, and that is what her condition, then interpreted. He immediately turned to sit upright but her tight hold didnt let him do so. She had almost dug her face into his chest and held him pinned to the bed with her frame sticking over his, her arms around his neck and her butt found it more than comfortable to make his stomach it's chair.

"Sanyukta.. Wha..." He was shocked beyond wits at her sudden breakdown.

"Shhh... Tumhe pata hai mai kitna daar gayi thi? I was dying!!!" She immediately shushed him down by blocking his mouth by her palm while she sniffed signifying that she actually freaked out like anything. Her eyes bore into his as a tear drop popped down onto his cheek from her eyes. He kept staring at her in awe and his lips moved a bit, touching the inner wall of her right palm. Sanyukta kept staring at him with relieved eyes while he tried to speak but all that came out were his strange muffles. Randhir could clearly make out that something was definitely wrong with her. She has been behaving awfully strange since the last few days. Well, how much does he even know her to intuite her state of mind?

"Tum.. Tum... You... Yes..." She poked her finger over his half bare chest while he cocked his eyebrows every now and then to convey what was wrong with her. Poor fellow was left with his eyes and brows available for action! He gently gazed a questioning one when she asked him.

"Tum mujhe... Tum mujhe chodke nahi jaoge na? You won't leave me like others right?" Her eyes glistened with fresh tears, emotions heavily garnered with faith and hope, and she dug her face deeper into his chest. He was left tongue tied. While his palms caressed her messy hairs, her palm never left his mouth and she sniffed slowly. He was simply dumbfounded. What would he answer? He was screwed and he knew that!

"Bolo na... Promise me... I'll be a good girl from now.." Her voice cracked at the end as she reminisced her wrecked former life while he lay there left without word

"I..." He felt her removing her palm away from his mouth.

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