Jake's POV
Eric was really distracted during class... So I tried talking to him.... When he told me he was think about the night he told me about his cutting.... I thought he was about to tell me he cut again... My heart broke... I don't like to see him upset... I still don't like seeing his scars on his wrists it tells me that he was never happy then... it makes me want to cry...
But then he had said he hadn't and my heart magically peiced itself back together...
Eric's POV
I plopped down into a chair inbetween Jake and Cally as always at the lunch room.
"Hey babe." Jake smiled and turned to hug me.
"Hey." I smiled kissing him on the cheek.
"UGH. Do you HAVE to do that while I'm right here, trying to eat?" Cally groaned making both me and Jake laugh.
"Yes." We answered at the same time.
"Fine then" Cally laughed trying her best to sound offended but failing
We joked around and had a good time until the bell rand and we each went to seperate classes... Jake had World History, Cally had Art, and I had Creative Writing..
It was Jake's idea to get me to take Creative Writing... He says I'm really good... So I took it.. It turns out pretty much everyone likes my writing... So at least I know I have some type of a talent haha... Everyone in the class was always so happy and friednly and they are all so accepting... There are a couple of Lesbians in the class that know me but no one there knew I was Gay.. Now they do and I can't help but wonder what they are going to say...
"ERIC!!!!" Jenna yelled from the center of the class.
"Hey!" I said hugging her... A Daily routine,
"Why didn't you tell me you're Gay?!"
"I don't know... I only told Cally and Jake.. And apparently Jake has feelings for me.."
"I heard about that! I can't believe it!! You two are SO cute together!!!!!"
"Thanks Jen."
"No problem Hunny-Bun."
We took our seats and class began... But I couldn't help but let my mind wander... I never paid attention during this class anyways. I had my own way of writing and didn't need a totally different way. Which would explain why I ALWAYS got A's in the class.
So while the teacher went on and on I let my mind drift...
*FLASHBACK*
"Hey." Jake mumbled
"HEY Jakey!! I missed you!!!" Macie screamed kissing Jake square on the lips right in front of me... The weird thing though is Jake didn't kiss back.. He never kissed back... I didn't get that...
"Ugh, Macie... I'm sorry to say this but... I'm breaking up with you..." Jake said calmly..
"WHAT?!?! WHY!?!?!" Macie screamed already on the egde of tears.
"I just don't... Don't like you..."
"But Jake.... Come on... I love you..."
"But Macie... I don't love you..."
Macie took off crying... I felt bad for her.... But couldn't help but smile in my head...
"Why'd you do that? I thought you really liked her." I asked him
"I don't... Never did.. Trust me..."
*END OF FLASHBACK*
Thinking back... I didn't realize that he didn't like her because he loved me... I just thought he had met some other girl... He was always doing that... Stupid man whore... But now he's mine..
