JAKE'S POV
*FLASH BACK*
Today was different around Eric... He kept fidgeting... Keeping himself busy... Never oonce stopping to talk to me. He ignored me all day. He hasn't talked to me.. He didn't eat lunch with me, he won't answer his phone, he didn't even LOOK at me during our classes... It's been two days since I found out about his cutting... It's upsetting that he won't talk to me.. He may not know it... But it's breaking my heart slowly everyday that he ignores me...
When we get into fights he always says he doesn't want to lose me as his best friend... But everytime he ignores me... He's pushing me away...
I love him... I really do... I wish I could tell him... I should have told him when i saw his arms... Why am I so afraid to tell him? I wish he'd be nosy and open this goddamn journal to read it! But NO he has to be so fucking respectful! I just fuking wish he'd find out that I fucking love him!! I really do...
*END OF FLASHBACK*
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AUTHOR'S NOTE ;)
Sorry this chapter is so short.... But I will update soon :) Keep reading ;) Love you<3
