*AUTHORS NOTE*
Yes it has been a LONG time since I last updated but whatever... I have been working really hard on this chapter.. I had to start over like three times because I didn't like it... and Now... It's finally here ;) ENJOY
P.S.... This Chapter is dedicated to my best friend Aby who kept bugging me about updating xD
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MIKE'S POV
I knew Getting Anthony and Eric together would piss Jake off. He's always been the jealous type. I know it's cruel and I love him but... Hey? Who the fuck cares? I know I don't.
JAKE'S POV
I walked to Eric's house hoping that he would be home... and When I rang the doorbell.. He thankfully answered.
"Oh. Hey Jake.. What are you doing here?" He asked running a hand through his hair..
"I think we should talk... As friends."
"Um... Sure... Come in... If you'd like."
I stepped past him and sat in the arm chair across from the table but close enough to the door for if things went really bad.
"So, how are you and Anthony?" I asked breaking the awkward silence that had come over us.
"We're okay... How are you and Mike?"
"We aren't together."
"Aw, did he break up with you already?" He said sarcastically.
"We never happened... I called and told hi I couldn't date him because he made me break up with the person I truely love."
"Oh. I'm sorry." He shifted uncomforatably.
"Don't be... I don't trust the asshole anyways."
"You know... I still love you, I probably always will... But I can't keep going after you if all you're going to do is break my heart."
"I Did it-" I started but was cut off.
"To protect me...You've said that over and over and over again... But either way you still broke my heart. Again."
"Eric, please, just listen to what I have to say!" I waited for him to object before continuing "I only did what I did to keep you safe! He knows people Eric. Scary, people. That could slaughter you and never get caught! I was scared! So did what he said to keep you from being hurt! And it hurt me more than you think."
"Hurt you? Please, do explain how much it hurt you. Because I sure would love to know!" I couldn't take it anymore. I yanked the Razor on the chain off of my neck and threw it at him.
"I found this... Under my swing Eric.. Mine. Do you know who's it is? Do you?"
He looked terrified.
:How did you know that was there?"
"Well, When I left the night we- I mean I broke up with you.. I went to the only place I could think of... The park... Our park... I decided to climb up the tall tree to calm myself down.. While I was up there I saw some one sitting in your swing... So when they got up.. I noticed that they had left something underneath my swing.. So I climbed down and I saw you walking away... I walked over and un-burried this...I'm so sorry I did that to you, I still love you."
Eric just stared at me before responding.
"Look. Jake. I do love you. I can't deny that. I'll probably love you for a long time. But we both need to move on. I just, I just can;t keep comming back to-" I couldn't hear him sat it again. So to get him to be quiet... I kissed him...
He didn't kiss back, but he didn't pull away.. But... All of a sudden he wound his hands into my hair and kissed back passionately.
ERIC'S POV
Oh... Shit...
"Pull away! You have a boyfriend! This isn't right! You can't cheat!" My brain was shouting at me.. but my heart screamed "KISS BACK! YoU LOVE HIM! YOU WANT HIM! YOU NEED HIM!" So finally... I gave into my heart and my hands found their way to his hair and I was kissing him back deeply.
When we pulled away... I felt guilty...
"We- You, shouldn't have kissed me... I just cheated on Anthony with you... Just like Anthony made me do when I was with you." I said running a hand through my hair.
"Yes but there is a difference... I didn't shove you onto your couch, tak my shirt off, and shove my tongue down your throat! We were just simply kissing."
"Yes but... What if I wanted to do it again?"
"Maybe after you break up with Anthony I don't want you to-" I kissed him to make him shut up.. He talks way too much. It didn't take long for him to kiss back... But we were both interupted by the sound of glass shattering... We jolted back to find a hurt, and angry looking Anthony standing at the door way holding a card, staring at the shattered vase now scattered all over the floor.
"I- I should leave." Jake said standing.
"JAKE WAIT!" I shouted.
"So what? You want me to leave? Your boyfriend?"
"No.. I want you both to stay. Jake take a seat back in the arm chair. Anthony, sit on the couch." I took a a seat back in the arm chair across from Jake and took a deep breath.
"Jake, you know that I love you, which I do.. Very, Very much, and Anthony... You're a really good friend.. But... Now it seems as if I have to choose between the two of you..." I Say Jake's eyes water as he grew closer to my answer.. it was killing all of us.. "and I choose.. I- I- I choose..." I took a deep breath... My heart sped up... Who do I pick? My best friend who is also the love of my life?
Or My friend who is trying to help me pick up the pieces of my broken heart caused by my best friend? I sighed.
"Anthony.." I saw Jake's head drop and the tears fall... I saw Anthony's face light up... But I wasn't done.. "Anthony.. You're a great friend... But... I have to choose Jake... He's my best friend and the love of my life... I can't just let him go again." His face dropped and he held his head in his hands... I saw Jake's face light up like a star.
Anthony stood up and walked to the front door opening it wide.
"Fine! But when he breaks your heart again... I won't be there the help pick up the pieces!" He stormed outside slamming the door and leavin gthe card, and smashed vase sitting on the ground.
"Do you think he'll be okay?" I muttered to Jake..
"I don't know Babe... I don't know....."
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