JAKE'S POV
"I'm sorry Jake! Please! Don't leave me! I don't want to lose you!" I could barely hear Eric's voice as my face turned a deep shade of red and the tears bruned down my cheeks.
"Please Jake... I love you..." He said it so slowly... So quietly... That's when I got mad.
"No, Eric! You don't fucking love me! You USED me! You LIED to me! You said you loved me! You don't! For fucks sake Eric! You CHEATED ON ME!!! I'm done, Eric... I can't do this anymore! We're through!" I stormed through his bedroom and past Anthony... God... I hated them both... I stopped at the door... Turned around.. Walked right up to Anthony and punched him square in the nose...
"That's for fucking my boy- EX-Boyfriend!" I stormed out of Eric's house and ran home. That night... I didn't sleep... I stayed up all night... Curled up in bed... and Cried...
ERIC'S POV
"I'm so stupid... So...So...So stupid... I... I can't.... Even... Breathe... Wi...Without him... I....I need.... H...Him... T,,,To.. Li...Live..." I cried to Cally over the phone...
"Babycakes.... Why did you even let Anthony kiss you in the first place? You knew you were with Jake.... You knew it would hurt him... So why did you do it?"
"He's always been a good friend... and I was telling him about how sometimes I don't think Jake really loves me... That it's all just a joke to him... And he said that Jake is probably just doing it for fun... You know... To get a good laugh out of it...
That maybe it was just a dare... That him being straight one day then telling me he's in love with me...l Just... Doesn't make sense.... And then he said that he would never do that to me... He said that he loved me... Then he just... Kissed me...
And I believed him.... Then it grew to something more... We were both ontop of my bed... Him ontop of me... Shirtless... Makeing out...... Jake has it all wrong... He thinks we had sex..... But we didn't..."
"Sounds like you were pretty close to it though.... "
"BUT IT DIDN'T HAPPEN!!"
"I don't know how to help you fix this...Because frankly I don't think you can.... But just.... Try and talk to him..."
"I will..."
"Goodnight babycakes..."
"Good night Cally..."
But I didn't sleep that night.... I stayed in bed... Curled up in my blankets... And cried my heart out...
JAKE'S POV
"Baby, what's wrong? You've been up here in your room ever since you came home from Eric's yesterday... What happened?" My mom asked me quietly... Caring...
"It....It's nothing.... You... Would kill me if you knew.... You and dad both would..."
"Honey... No we wouldn't... You're my son... Tell me.."
"I'm... I'm Gay.... I'm in love with Eric... My bestfriend... We've been dating...and.... He.... He cheated on me...." My tears came back... I didn't even attempt to hold them in.... I just let them fall freely down my cheeks and onto my squishy comforter.... They poured like a waterfall.... No sound... Just tears....
"Oh baby, why on Earth would you EVER think I wouldn't accept you? You're still my son... Gay or not... And I will ALWAYS love you. As for Eric, baby maybe he's not the one for you. I knew he loved from the day I found out he was Gay.... But maybe the feelings you think you have for him... Aren't really there..."
"M....Maybe you're right..."
"Now, get some sleep baby... I love you."
"I.. Love you too mom.."
